Fate Is What We Make

Itchy Bitchy Bonehead.

2011-10-25T15:08:00.002+08:00

human, when they are rich and famous, or hold a high office with power in their hands yielded at will, tend to loose hold of the important things.

cutting off megan fox from Transformers 3 probably didn't affect the movie's box office magnate. sure it still collect millions and billion. however it did deprive the movie goers and the audience the ultimate satisfaction.

so with the '2 and half men' sitcoms. dropping mr sheen and replace him with mr demi moore probably run a little risk since the franchise already enjoying a cult followers. but time will finally tell us the outcome. my bet the series will not last long.

once upon a time there was a program called 'apa kata survey' by astro. it enjoy a healthy audience when it was run by me helmi 'gimmick'. somehow by the second season he was replaced by mr chef wan. what a horrible show it turn into and it was consequently cancelled.

why mess with things that already run beautifully? just because u can? sure. and it also tell you are a bonehead who disrespect the public and common needs.

Goodbye .. So Long ..

2011-10-09T03:00:00.003+08:00

“Remembering you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked; there is no reason not to follow your heart,”

R.I.P.

Live another day ..

2011-08-26T17:15:00.003+08:00

we will celebrate eidul fitri soon. and we will also celebrate our national independence soon. but muammar gaddafi will celebrate hari raya on the run. fill with fugitive emotions.

yup .. america and nato has succeeded in toppling gaddafi regime. soon or later he will be captured. next target will be assad of syria.

one will not know what would be the arab continents politic geographical one day after all the people unrest fully subside. or will it ever? but i will put my money syiah will gain notorious power and authorities. this america and nato definitely well aware of. but as at now they most probably prefer to take immediate action against current nemesies first. other risk and danger will be dealt with later. on its own time.

alas .. turmoil and divided arab nations will still benefecial to them. one way or another.

Prayer For People of Japan.

2011-03-14T17:45:00.002+08:00

when i saw the news and graphic nature of the earthquake damages, and Japan initially announce only 300 of life casualty, i was amazed. but it is believable since Japan is one of the country that prep themself for such incidents as well as tsunami.
but when the damages inflicted by the tsunami, and the figure being revised up to 1,000 plus, only, then i started to question myself. is that right?
now the number being revised again to be well above 10,000. any chances it would grow up?
most of all i really hope Japan will not hide anything on the potential nuclear disaster they are currently having. finger cross, they are being prudence on all the risks especially to their peoples.

let us pray for them. hopefully the damages will not turn worst that it is now.

Blah???!!!

2011-03-04T18:09:00.002+08:00

last year motogp there is a rumour that Metallica is coming to perform. we knew it would be 99.9% it will remain as rumour.
to be honest there were works done to bring in that super star band. but being accustoms to our Malaysia perceptive and reactions to rock and metal stars, we knew it juts not going to happen.
so how do malaysian wanna watch their idols live?
simple actually. work your butt to earn and save some money for passport, plane tickets and travelling sexpenses. travel overseas.
the immediate destination is Singapore. they successfully held Iron Maiden concert last month. next september there will be Linkin Park performing during Singapore F1 GP. you may also check that such concerts or gigs have been fully scheduled this year in that republic. you won't believe who they have.
other destination would be Bali, Bangkok, Australia and New Zealand.
tak percaya? u tanya Air Asia. baper ramai rockers Malaysia g Bali dan Australia :p

Duh?

2011-02-23T14:45:00.005+08:00

after watching the grammys' live, i felt very irritated. how on earth the guy didn't win the two top titles? don't think there is any logic nor answer could actually sexplain it.
before long, the grammys might loose its credibility :p

http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20110221/en_nm/us_grammys;_ylt=AiH4.X0z.FdKAB.ZnbXKlUhxFb8C;_ylu=X3oDMTI3YjNub2MzBGFzc2V0A25tLzIwMTEwMjIxL3VzX2dyYW1teXMEcG9zAzYEc2VjA3luX21vc3RfcG9wdWxhcgRzbGsDbXVzaWNleGVjc2xh

Domino Theory

2011-02-22T14:50:00.005+08:00

The unrest in middle east started by the people protesting in Tunisia then the collapse of Egypt government is still embroiling in that region. Nobody know how far the domino would affect the whole region. Currently Bahrain and Libya are reportedly having the strongest protest by their people. The once mighty Muaamar Gaddafi is still defiant. The Crown Princess of Bahrain is still negotition his way out of the trouble but his pride project has been a casualty, Bahrain F1 GP has been called off.

Other nations that been affecting so far are Iran, Yemen, Algeria and even Kuwait and Saudi. The people basically wanted more participation in political decisions and economic development.

US and West countries are closely monitoring the whole thing anxiously since most of the affected nations are their key allies. Losing those countries to more Islamic powers might not augurs well with their future policies and interest. Muslim Brotherhood and shiite are not in their favourably list.

How far they will intervene remain a mystery. But sitting and doing nothing when the odds are in their favour has been proven. As they did when pro-Islamist party won the general election in Algeria but their victory been denied and even viciously and cruelly vindicated.

I am not surprise even the majority shiite in Iraq will rise and control the government who is currently the puppet government of US.

Missing you ..

2011-02-10T18:15:00.003+08:00

CNY just past recently and have you noticed something? it is almost a tradition for stephen chow and jackie chan in the past to have their movie screen for CNY. not this year. not also last year if am not mistaken. now that they are super star and super rich .. they produce less and less movies "sigh". nevermind the reason of quality over quantity :p

followings are the block buster movies for this year "yeayyy" :

1. Pirates of the caribbean - may 20.
2. Transformers - 1st July.
3. Fast Five - April 29.
4. Kung Fu Panda - May 26.

Make no mistake. there are a lot of other block buster movies on super heroes, aliens and romance that coming this year. including your Justine Bieber movies :p

I will always luv u ...

2011-02-01T10:03:00.002+08:00

she was a diva. she was probably the best singer ever. but a bad choice ruined it all. while it all seem clear to everyone else that her boyfriend and husband was a bad influence, clearly not to her. and when she finally called it quit, seems it was too late as her voice is no longer the same.

how many woman and man has made the same mistake. making a bad decision in choosing a partner in love and life? and how many of them been ruined by the mistake? but most importantly, how many are not making a good choice of leaving even after they realize it?

making a bad choice and not making a good choice are actually the same thing.

http://new.music.yahoo.com/blogs/hiphopmediatraining/362780/whitney-houston-sounds-great-during-surprise-bet-performance/

Roboh Kota Melaka, Papan Dari Jawa Di Dirikan

2011-01-31T15:40:00.002+08:00

the world is now ga ga with the people unrest and protesting on the streets of cairo. the police couldn't handle it. so the ruler sent in the army who fortunatelt or unfortunately do nothing but sitting and mingle with the crowd. obviously the jenerals one way or the other condoned with the situation. or politically correct they say .. do not take side.

the current leader most likely will have to step down. and same as what happen in Tunisa, with the persuasion of army off course.

the next thing is what trouble the most. who will fill the void. and some definitely a bit of wary somehow the islamist fundamentalis will rule either directly or behind the scene.

and will the people unrest contagious to other middle eastern countries who run by other similar dictactor or authoritarian ruling? who's next?

at least egypt has shown to the world that they can do wonder by shutting down the internet service country wide. even jazeera network is not spared. unbelivable isn't it?

Sendiri.

2011-01-16T02:33:00.004+08:00

sesekali

bila diselami hati

tercari-cari

apakah makna dan erti

masa lalu dan kini

seringkalitidak ditemui.

mungkinkah esok hari

akan berhasil apa yang dinanti

itu pun jika mati

tidak menjenguk menjemput pergi.

pic. : corocongkak @ deviantart.com

I Shall Not.

2011-01-14T00:39:00.003+08:00

what kind of man

shed his tears?

what kind of woman

shed his man tears?

pic. : KellyJonasMain @ deviantart.com

The Other Side.

2011-01-14T00:21:00.007+08:00

when we look up to the sky

staring at the full moon

mystified by its beauty

often we forgot

its other side

is just dark and gloom.

pic. : corocongkak @ deviantart.com

Guruh Tengkujuh.

2011-01-13T00:40:00.007+08:00

awan gelap berarak datang

sepantas deruan ribut

alam menjadi kelam

rembesan air ujan

kini melimpah tumpah

seiring kilat di langit

gegak gempita sabung menyabung.

inikah ketika nya

anak syaitan di lahirkan ke dunia?

pic. : hengki24 @ deviantart.com

Dreaming of You. Again.

2010-08-20T15:19:00.002+08:00

Mungkinkah cinta pertama seorang lelaki
cinta sejati sepenuh hati?

Walau begitu dasyat dikhianati
walau sekian kali dibunuh mati
tetap ia segar di hati
sesekali akan termimpi
sesekali tersenyum sendiri.

Sumpahan ini
kan dibawa hingga mati?

Sejenak.

2010-08-18T11:39:00.005+08:00

Melayu & Islam

mungkin pak cik pernah memperkatakan perihal ini. tetapi tak pe lah. ulang tayang sedikit. astro pun secara sengaja tabiat dia ulang tayang rancangan2 nya entah kali ke berapa.

waktu berbuka, cuba jengah ke luar rumah. perasankah bahawa dunia menjadi senyap dan sunyi sepi. mungkin yang kedengaran hanyalah sayup-sayup bunyi pinggan mangkuk menari dengan sudu dan garfu. hampir setengah jam kemudian nya, barulah dunia kembali gegak gempita.

siapa kata orang melayu tidak berkuasa? tidak berpengaruh? orang-orang melayu masih ramai. masih majoriti di negara ini. tindak tanduk orang melayu masih memberikan natijah yang besar kepada kawasan perumahan, pekan, bandar, negeri dan negara ini. kata-kata orang melayu masih berbisa.

cuma ada sedikit muslihat di situ. ramai tak bererti jika tidak bersatu. mungkin ada sebahagian orang-orang melayu tadi tidak berpuasa. tapi di waktu berbuka semua sekali akan turut serta 'berbuka'. jika tidak nampak sangat lah memonteng!

hanya melalui Islam orang-orang melayu akan bersatu. hanya dengan bersatu orang-orang melayu akan mempunyai kuasa.

gah kah orang melayu tanpa Islam? yang pasti, Islam tetap akan gemilang tanpa orang melayu!

Majority Rule!!!!

sudah tiga masjid dan surau pak cik pergi untuk sembahyang tarawih setakat ini. kesemuanya sekarang hanya membuat 8 rakaat. bukan lagi 21 rakaat yang mereka biasa buat di tahun-tahun yang lalu. kenapakah?

adakah kerana ramai yang keluar meninggalkan saf-saf selepas 8 rakaat meninggal kan surau dan masjid lenggang? (termasuk pak cik :) ) bukankah masih ada yang tinggal untuk menunaikan 21 rakaat? jadi lah walaupun sedikit.

agak malang dalam menunaikan perkara yang baik, golongan sedikit terpaksa akur dengan golongan yang besar walaupun perubahan itu mendatangkan lebih manfaat buat mereka.

masih perlu di ingat dalam hal-hal dasar, majoriti tak akan mampu mengubah apa-apa hukum di dalam Islam. jangan lah silap di situ. tiada kuasa majoriti di dalam Islam dalam hal-hal hukum yang telah di tetapkan oleh al-quran, hadis dan ulama-ulama.

Talking To Myself.

2010-08-16T15:25:00.006+08:00

perlahan-lahan tetapi pasti
masa berdetik senja pun tiba.

merenung alam nan merah
apakah waktu senja mempersona yang kau lihat?
atau waktu siang gilang gemilang yang kau kenang?
atau waktu malam bakal menjelang yang kau khayalkan?

ada cinta yang melukakan berdarah
hati menangis
ada cinta yang membahagiakan indah
hati ketawa
ada cinta yang tiba-tiba hilang kemana entah
hati kosong.

dapatkah mencari dan memiliki
cinta dan kasih sayang abadi?
moga beroleh hati yang aman
jiwa yang tenang
kehidupan penuh keindahan
kasih sayang sejati.

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- selamat harijadi emzack -

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on a lighter note, a middle aged guy went to Tabung Haji to open an account. all the time he was there, his face kinda red and he act sheepishly. "dah tua2 baru nak buka akaun tabung haji ..." is all that linger in his head.

a few months later, when he deposited money into the accounts, the guy over the counter asked him, "encik sudah mendaftar untuk pergi menunaikan haji?".
"belum" he answered.
"dah boleh daftar dah ni, duit dalam akaun dah lebih dari cukup. lambat daftar lama kene tunggu giliran" the guy informed him.
"err .. tak pe lah. belum sampai seru lagi ..." he answered.
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- selamat menunaikan ibadah puasa dan beribadat. moga beroleh rahmat dan berkat -

demam nak pulih dah.

2010-07-09T14:52:00.002+08:00

sebelum pak cik citer pe pe lagi, jom citer pasal demam bolasepak. piala dunia lah ya. bukan piala malaysia ya.

'kuda' pak cik dlm piala dunia ni dari dulu lagi ada tiga, iaitu perancis, belanda dan argentina. kali ini belanda layak ke final. yeayyyyy!!

moh le kita nonton final nanti ya. esoknya hari isnin tu sila lah ambil mc :)

tawon ni sonok skit pak cik nonton siaran secara langsung. sebab pak cik cuti sakit selama dua minggu sebaik sahaja kejohanan ini bermula. cuma perlawanan pertama iaitu perlawanan pembukaan sahaja pak cik tonton di wad hospital.

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semasa di wad ada seorang pak cik bernama elangovan. agak berumur sedikit. satu hari pak cik ini tetiba rebah dan pitam semasa bekerja. doktor mengenal pasti terdapat jangkitan bakteria di dalam otak nya. selanjutnya beliau di masukkan ke hospital untuk pemerhatian lanjut selama dua minggu.

berbanding pesakit2 lain yang bertiub di lengan, pak cik elangovan ini tidak sebegitu. jadi beliau bebas bergerak berjalan2. pastinya bosan duduk di wad. jadi sebahagian masa nya di habiskan di bilik tv.

satu hari di bilik tv, pesakit lain berserta teman nya memulakan bicara dengan pak cik elangovan ini.

"uncle sakit apa?" tanya pesakit lain itu.
"sakit otak" jawab pak cik elangovan secara serius.

perlahan2 pesakit2 dan tetamu lain di bilik tv keluar meninggalkan pak cik elangovan seorang.

helluuuuu :)

2010-07-09T12:18:00.003+08:00

yup .. it's been a while. felt such a long time. so many things to write and story .. alas .. stuck somewhere somehow.

i was actually had serious illness as my boss put it. brushing with death actually. sexactly early of June. and as so many people claimed as 'u r lucky', 'panjang umur kau' and probably berkat doa ahli keluarga, am recuperating well. am still not 100% back at my old self, in terms of health that is, but am fine now. sexcept for my heart which i have to see the doctor again in november.

do you aware that the doctor did not and will not inform anything to the patient but to his/her next of kin in the event condition getting serious and probably terminal? which was sexactly happened to me.

i admitted myself to private hospital early in the morning. by night my condition got serious and the doctor there threw the towel and transferred me to government hospital. there i was in the ambulance at 12.34 midnite. while i been attended to in the ER (emergency room) by various personnel, the chief doctor told my wife and my sister that my situation is very critical. then both of them came in to see me all crying.

"bawak mengucap jam" my sister said.
"mengucap bang" my wife said.
and how do i answered?
"pesal lak kene mengucap?"

as i said, so many story and few jokes, lets me find the motivation and time to write in here again.

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Yeay!!

2010-05-27T12:22:00.003+08:00

spot on!

countless contestants have been voted out even during much2 earlier of the seasons regardless how talented they are, how big and good of their voices simply because they talk too much. there is nothing with that except for, when people say many things they tend to accidentally upset the judges and even the viewers @ voters. eventually the winner will be on the same game as well.

for this show, being humble and showing high respect to the judges will play key influences. like many other things in the world, a lot of things can be sold by emotions. people do things based on it. yeah ... not by brain.

remember that.

http://tv.yahoo.com/blog/american-idol-still-a-boys-club-lee-dewyze-wins--1282

Mangkuk Nujum.

2010-05-26T09:25:00.002+08:00

r u watching american idol 9? got ur fevret contestant who u rooted to win?

this season program is not as sexciting as the previous seasons especially the last couple of years. sexcept for the few moments, the show typically resembles our own local AF.

i wud say lee dewyze will win over the long time fevret lady singer. simply becoz i think she talk too much.

:)

Benarkah?

2010-05-24T15:20:00.004+08:00

1. Amerika ataupun Unkel Sam adalah bekas tanah jajahan British. Namun ia tidak tertakluk kepada negara2 Komanwel.

2. Holland atau Belanda adalah kuasa pelayaran dan ekonomi eropah pertama. Negara yang mengasaskan Bursa Saham.

3. Iran adalah negara pertama di timur tengah mengeluarkan hasil minyak. Minyak nya memancut2 di bukit2 dan di tanah dan terbakar. Malangnya perjanjian berat sebelah dengan kontraktor2 British menyebabkan Iran kerugian. Ketidakadilan yang kekal mempengaruhi keadaan dan suasana politik Iran sehingga ke hari ini.

4. British yang pertama mengisytiharkan perang terhadap Jerman sekaligus menyemarakkan perang di Eropah kepada Perang Dunia Ke 2.

5. Titik perang Dunia Pertama bermula di Bosnia Herzegovina dengan pembunuhan raja dan ketua tentera beragama islam oleh sekutu Serbia.

6. Antara pembunuhan beramai2 manusia terburuk di dalam sejarah adalah Stalin, Hitler, Mongol, Khmer Rouge, revolusi2 di Perancis dan England. Tidak lupa juga pencabulan hak asasi orang2 Indian oleh Amerika. Mengapa pula agama Islam di labelkan sebagai ganas?

satu pertanyaan.

2010-05-24T01:45:00.002+08:00

tiba2 Pakistan mengharamkan 'facebook' dan beberapa halaman web.

anda bila lagi?

Malam Yang Panjang.

2010-05-17T10:58:00.001+08:00

ku selak awan mengira bintang
berteman bulan menanti siang
kau tak kunjung kunjung datang
dalam mimpi terbayang bayang.

pic. - DeviantArt.com. Artist on the pic details. Click to see.

Pertanyaan.

2010-05-11T16:38:00.001+08:00

bila hari hujan
kau menjengah ke luar jendela
apakah yang kau lihat
apakah yang kau cari
apakah yang berdetik di hati.

- pic. : at deviantart. click image to view the artis name.

Amazing Grace.

2010-05-11T01:48:00.003+08:00

the latest season of amazing race just ended. the brothers won ahead of a cowboys bros and a pair of beauty pageant. am part of majority viewers who rooted for the cowboys to win. and like them i was kinda frustrated as well. especially for the viewer who take offence in the way the winner played their game. call it a cheat. some even voiced out their anger to the series producer and feeling of not going to watch the show again. who can blame them? success can be achieved via cheating?

to be honest, as real as the show itself, real life is like that. good person sometimes loose out. but if we look at it again, the cheaters did win a million dollar prize. but to many, the cowboys are the real winner. people will greet and cheer for them. real life is also similar. good guy may loose on one single shorter or smaller view or measurement. but in a long run or even eternity, the good guy will win. soon or later.

one can choose a devilish path to succeed. to gain glory. to win money. to win love. to have their woman. but who choose a saintly path will inevitably win everything. they will not loose a sleep. they will have a clear conscience. they live happily now and the life after.

unlike any other reality show, amazing race will always be the stage for competitors to behave. winning it is just a short goal. otherwise might as well call it an awful race. that is why people who felt like they were cheated by the latest season end and feeling not to watch the show again, will eventually return to watch it.

and for amazing race asia version, we certainly hope the racers from malaysia will be on top of their behaviour. they will be our ambassador.

i believe i can fly ... III.

2010-05-03T12:52:00.003+08:00

"bang, amad lebab demam la"
"ayah .. ayah je dia. nah awak cakap ngan dia"
ujar si ibu amad lebab bila pak cik telefon dari langkawi. abis semangat nak cuti-cuti malaysia. tapi nak balik jauh ..
panas juga demam si amad lebab. sehingga di klinik doktor terpaksa masuk kan obat ke dalam punggung nya. satu lagi kemudian nya. tapi alhamdulillah ... bila pak cik balik ok je budak sowang ni. happy bangat dia. siap leh main kete dia. aktif betul.
"lenkali awak tak boleh tinggalkan dia la" pesan ibu nya.

i believe i can fly ... II.

2010-04-28T10:19:00.030+08:00

sonok gak masa nak g p. langkawi nih. kira nya abih da pulau2 besar kat malaysia ni pak cik dah melawat. p. pangkor. p. tioman. skrg p. langkawi plak. p. pinang x kira aaaa. tu pun da manyak kali g.

main event nya adalah cable car. nice experience gak la. cuma pak cik tak berhenti di stesen pertama atau stesen tengah. terus je naik ke puncak. kemudian pergi ke jambatan gantung nya. perghh .. mencurah2 peluh.
cantik permandangan kat atas tu. rasa tak cukup masa stengah jam yang di beri. kalo leh lepak lelama abis pak cik tangkap gambo sumer.
kete kabel ni adalah d gunung mat cincang. puncak kete kabel ni di katakan terletak di hidung mat cincang. jambatan gantung pula di mulut mat cincang.
curam betul bahagian atas ni. mesti ramai yg seriau kan?
ni gambo malam ke dua. seblom keluar gi dinner.
pantai, laut dan pemandangan di langkawi memang cantik. pasir nya putih. tapi entah mengapa pak cik x de mood nak mandi laut. asyik dok melepak kat kolam renang ngan jakuzi. mungkinkah di sebabkan minah2 saleh yg pakai 2 piece di situ?

banjaran gunung ganang yang sayup sayup kelihatan itulah terletak nya gunung mat cincang. di mana kete kabel langkawi di bina. tak pasti pula jika gunung raya juga terletak d banjaran yang sama.
di kolam renang dan d kolan jakuzi inilah pak cik menghabiskan masa d sebelah petang. exercise sambil cuci mata :)) hik hik hik
gambar di ambil dari bilik pak cik. on the ground level. dekat ngan kolam renang. dekat dengan tempat makan. secara keseluruhan ... bagus tempat penginapan ni. cuma masa mula2 sampai tu .. cari bilik tak jumpa. pak cik tanya minah yg serbis kat cafe tu .. dia plak salah bagi arah tuju. rasa nak sepak je dia. tak tahu jangan wat2 pandai. penat taw angkat beg.
acara makan memang besh. first nite makan bbq d hotel tepi pantai. pak cik bedal lobster puas2. esok nya makan tghari d restoran thai. berpeluh2 sebab panas dan pedas. malam nya makan di schrimp restoran. tepi kolam udang/ketam. bapak besar udang ngan ketam dia. bedalll!! jgn x bedal. sib baik cepat makan sebab pakai tangan jek. penghujung nya hujan turun mencurah2. pestaim makan dlm hujan :)). esok nya makan tghari d bamboo restoran. makan atas plantar atas laut. seafood lagi.
acara main event seblom balik adalah sopping. mak aiii .. pinggan mangkuk periuk kuali belanga. kain baju tok sah kira la. coklat lagi. abih duit pak cik :)) muahahaha
perjalananan balik .. mendung jek. tapi sepanjang perjalananan atau pun penerbangan, lancar dan tiada sebarang masalah. pak cik pun tiada kes kecemasan lagi. sampai di subang airport, basah jek. konon nya hujan lebat tadi. alhamdulillah.
da sampai rumah, punggah baju yang perlu di cuci. punggah hasil pembelian. dan rehat. penat seyh. sambil tu berkira2 nak gi ke pulau2 yang kecik pulak. ada satu destinasi yang berlegar2 dalam kepala. dpt tak pergi rasanya dlm tawon ni ...

Movie Reviews. Part II.

2010-04-27T12:14:00.008+08:00

to me, he is one of the most influential movie and hollywood figures nowadays. but one can not deny his acting talents and ability. look at his movie 'cast away'. almost entirely he is just talking to himself and to a volleyball. but still the movie was a box office. there are just so many of his movies that if not brilliant but good and pleasant to watch. his movie i like the most is 'forrest gump'.

the one and only, the most sellable action movie actor in hollywood, arnold scwharzenegger. almost all of his movies are action movie. he just have to flex his muscle and do some face mimicking. no need to talk. his script can be put to minimal. hist best movies to me are 'conan the barbarian' and 'the predator'. should i can only choose one, it would be the former.

in my previous post .. i did mention about this guy, sam worthinton, who acted in terminator 4. his acting and screen presence was much better than the movie lead star. later on he appeared in other blockbuster movie namely avatar and clash of the titan. tho he may not be an actor that i would surely attracted to see his movie, but am convinced that he will be someday.

this guy, denzel washington, acted in many well received movies. beyond doubt he is a very fabulous actor. and he is well respected by his own peers and stars. his movie that i like the most is 'malcolm x'. very inspiring.

one of the most gifted actors from down under, heath ledger. his best performance was in 'the dark knight'. his death did not pushed the movie tickets sales but his brilliant acting. definitely his best movie. i first saw him the movie 'A knight's tale'.

here the most bizzrare and peculiar actor. johny depp. just look at the movies that he chosed to act. very unorthodox roles. his best movie to me is 'pirate of the caribbean'. the first one definitely.

last but not least, mel gibson. the most senior brilliant actor and producer from down under. lots and lots of movie he acted in. all of them are enjoyable. his acting are well across all genres including comedy. have u watched his movie 'the maverick'? u'll know what i mean if you did. but his most likeable movie to me is 'the hamlet'. the only other actor that ably to pull crowd even with nothing but talk, talk and talk non stop in his movie.

pic. : all pictures are from deviantart. click it and the artist name will be depicted.

i believe i can fly ...

2010-04-26T16:20:00.004+08:00

pak cik baru pulang dari cuti2 malaysia di langkawi. menarik dan tertarik. nanti lah pak cik cerita lebih lanjut.

cuma satu pak cik nak nyatakan di sini. perkhidmatan 'kelip-kelip' atau 'kunang-kunang' atau pun firefly memang bagus. lebih bagus dari MAS. lebih lebih lagi dari airasia. jadual nya tepat. layanan kru daratan dan di udara memang cukup bagus. terasa tidak sesia duit di belanjakan bayar tiket kapalterbang dan perkhidmatan mereka ini. siapa bos firefly ni memang patut di beri pujian.

terutama seorang pramugari dalam perjalanan ke langkawi. pak cik ada kes 'kecemasan' di atas kapalterbang. dia dengan cermat dan sopan nya menjemput pak cik ke 'bilik rawatan'. ini lah pertama kali pak cik menunaikan hajat besar di awan biru. agak kesal juga pak cik tak ambil gambar beliau. kalau tidak ... boleh pak cik tampal di sini. kalo pak cik bujang dan dia pun bujang, harus pak cik hantar rombongan meminang ke rumah orang tua nya. kalau pun dia tak sudi, akan pak cik lambak kan se-lori intan berlian emas permata di depan rumah orang tua nya. bakal ibu bapa mertua pasti berkenan dan menjadi sudi.

sekian terima kaseh.

.

kelip-kelip ku sangka api
kalau api mana asap nyer
hilang ghaib ku sangka mati
kalau mati mana kubur nya?

Movie Reviews.

2010-04-21T14:01:00.010+08:00

i've trouble to sleep and it getting worst lately. screening of a few good movies late at night by astro is not helping me either.

have you watched 'the blind side' starred by sandra bullock which thru it she earned her first oscar? it is really a gud n beautiful movie. i can't help but noticed it kinda shows a lifestyle of a good christian family. and it is a true story. i just wonder how is the lifestyle of a good moslem family. am aware am not living one.

last few days i watched 'phenomenom' a movie starring john travolta. for me this is by far the most likeable movie by him. it is a story of a man who suddenly have a gift of outrageous sense of thinking and understanding. only later to find out it is a side effect of a large tumor inside his head.

last couple of weeks astro screened the movie of 'the godfather 1' and 'the godfather 2'. part 1 is starred by al pacino alone while in part 2 he starred along side robert de niro. these two movies are well known as the masterpieces by the acclaimed director francis ford coppola. the performance of his two stars in their youngster years are very much enjoyable. most people would not recognize these two stars in these movies because they were so young.

i have other few favourite actors. i would tag them along their most liking movies to me. bruce willis in 'the sixth sense'. will smith in 'the independence day'. matt damon in 'good will hunting'.

just to name a few. others like denzel washington are russel crowe are also in the list but perhaps later on i will touch on them.

p.s. : all pictures sourced thru deviantart.com

Posted Note.

2010-04-20T15:57:00.002+08:00

Just a note to myself. need to crap about the following:
1) America.
2) Toyota.
3) movie review.

these three subjects have been lingering in my heads for sometimes but forgot or no time to write them in here.

this self as a note to myself in case i forgot or do not know what to write when i already opened 'new post entry' page and my fingers dancing over the keyboards.

When Mother Nature Talk.

2010-04-20T15:25:00.005+08:00

What happened when iceland's volcano erupted and spit her ashes? in term of weather? economic? human spirit?

the news spinning mainly on the interruption it cause to european airports operation and airlines transportation. of which spilled effects affecting worlwide airline businesses including our own. thousands and millions passenger stucked at the airports around the globe.

motogp scheduled for this weekend already been cancelled and postpone to october. F1 gp race scheduled in early may currently still being hopeful to be on schedule. tho currently its cars, equipments and crews are still stranded at china.

there is no incoming or arrival of new tourist into malaysia. and vice versa. guess how many of us couldn't enter UK for the past 4 or 5 days? do you know that KL-London route are one of the busiest from KLIA?

Heaven or Hell - A Kabaret Twist.

2010-04-13T14:54:00.005+08:00

I did blog hopping and stumbled upon smokers bashing. Since I was a smoker, I can’t help but to feel uneasiness and kinda sadness. Sorrow is a big word for it. I guess. I also can’t help but to recall the harsh words and actions against me when I was schooling. The teachers that supposed to guide and make example of themselves of fairness hazardously leading me to the door or revenge, hatred and retaliations.

How do you curtail evil? How do you approach a hardcore criminal? How do you turnover a lost soul? How do you educate a stubborn kids? By tounge lashings?

This and plus other similar thing that occurred, occupied my minds till I have to pen my thot as follows.

Islam is strict and rigid but at the same time it is easy and convenience. If you murder someone, than you are also capitally punishable by death. There’s no alternative. That’s the only punishment for it. However, if the family victim agreed to blood money, then you might escape from journey to the other world. The only prescribed way of death punishment is by decapitated. The scene is horrific and looks cruel isn’t? sexactly as claimed by western world. But it is also the most efficient and less suffering to the damned murderer. HE creates the whole world and HE know best what suited for the world itself including the man and woman who are pale minion compared to the whole world and universe itself.

There is no such thing as majority system in Islam. Silence majority do not exist. Nor the cast of majority to determine right or wrong. It shall purely based on what been decided and prescribed in Quran and Sunnah. Otherwise we will continue to see majority of germans, Italians and Japanese concurred and allow the atrocities during world wars. Even we are now allowing the syarie laws not being ruled and practice fully but in partial.

HE is the most mighty and yet the most compassion. This is truly shown and practiced by HIS last and most beloved messenger. Our messenger. He never use harsh word, cruel approach and barbaric methods in preaching and spreading HIS words. His movement of ‘daie’ is full with love and compassion. Especially to woman and children. War was only the last resort when the Moslem community itself facing war threat.

When most of all the previous messenger defeated by frustration, our messenger didn’t. When the previous messenger abide to God’ impending punishment to the disobeyed community or even asked God to carry out the promised punishment, our messenger prayed for the disobeyed community for no harm to come to them and may they able to finally see and accept the truth of his preaching. Even when they hurt him.

Moslem is promised heaven in the world after. Those who disobey to embrace Islam are promised with hell. But is the reward and punishment system is all there are? Or because it is a simple method understood by human? After all that is how we live our life. You love me then I will love you back. If you hate me then I will hate you back. Working from 9 to 5 then I will be paid with certain salary. If I work sextra time than I will be entitled for overtime. If I work harder then I will get higher bonus. This is life that we are living.

How many of us actually practicing unconditionally love? How many of us working without pay serving the less unfortunate people. Or simply extending cash assistance and or energy and efforts without asking or hoping for return?

But most of us will fail to enter heaven on the first knocking. We will have to pay for our sins first in hell. How many of us believe that with 5 times prayer a day, a hajj, a month of fasting, a tithe will enable us to cross the bridge to heaven? Is it sufficient and good enough for heaven’s ticket? How sure are we that our sins do not out weight our good deeds? Furthermore hate and jealousy is the cancer in human heart. Insincerity will tarnish our good deeds. Including the five Islamic foundations that we performed. Again, how sure are we of our prospect in the after life? Or we just don’t care?

Perhaps that is why our messenger teach us about the good faith and good heart. To be compassioned. He believe we can rely and claimed on HIS compassionate to escape the fire of hell.

If we look carefully, there is much to this life and the world other than reward and punishment system. Karma is not the only system that working on clock to admin the earth and earthlings. If we really insists on just, blind justice without any other factor as variable to it, to be honest how many of us believed we deserved to be where we are now? To have what we have? To own what we owned? Importantly, not to suffer or pay of our past doings? How many of us sleep and play during 9-5 working hours and yet happily collecting full salary? Is it right or wrong?

Our messegger told us there is no curse nor infectious diseases in this world except for what and when HE allowed it to happen. But what he like the most is a good word being said to each other. Good faith and compassion is the key to unlock various conflicts and disaster we see today. Be it on universe, global, regional, family or personal level.

Be strict and firm but at the same time be compassioned. Good heart and good faith will drive good words from our minds and tongue.

We should hate the crime and wrongdoings but not the criminal or the villain. By right we should pray for them. With that maybe on the verge of falling into the fire of hell, our messenger will pray for our safety and forgiveness and we will be spared. Hopefully.

May I be given the will to have a good faith, to say good words and to do good actions at all times to everyone.

May we all be blessed.

BS. 2:47am. 10 April.

Pic : Heaven and Hell by Joker84 @ deviantart.com

down but not out.

2010-04-13T14:23:00.003+08:00

i am down with flu now. since last friday. hope it is nothing bad nor worst.

took the medication yesterday and got an mc. been sleeping from noon till early of the nite. woke up quickly went about to settle few things like getting an hair cut and bought worm for my fishes. today still not feeling well and how i wish i could lay nack and just sleep. :(

fist race of motogo was concluded. valentino rossi won! yeayyyy!! followed by lorenzo. petronas peoples must be smiling to their ears. good coverage. notes also the words of "semakin ke depan" on the coverall and bikes but not sure what is was for. i guess it is for petronas synthium's motorcycle lubricant. been trying to look for it at petronas website but to no avail. and malaysian rider in 125cc did finish at 21 positions. outside the points.

tiger woods did not won US Master. he finished at 4th position. a failure to his own standard.

i was staying awake actually to watch these two events. but slept before the gold event concluded. i was too sleepy and looking at the tiger woods and phil mickelson games i just knew tiger woods won't win.

any other malaysian competing at international events last weekend? i thought our datuk squash playing in one event. can't say for sure. there is no wide media coverage. am too groggy to search on the net.

pic. : i am flu by deWhin at deviantart.com

sooner or later ...

2010-04-09T11:49:00.002+08:00

i have not been exercising for well over three years. or four years perhaps. and i have abandoned healthy eating habits for over two years now. consequently i have to get bigger pants. worst .. the doctor warned me that my blood pressure is at 'border'. that top of the unhealthy feelings that i have.

i've been trying to sexercise but it all left at my mind. left as abandoned plans. until early this month. somehow i got the will to start jog and do mild sexercise. at the same time practicing as healthy eating habits as possible.

yesterday i weight myself. OMG! the typical weight show 82kg! then i hop on the guaranteed certified and calibrated weight scale. it show 81.2 kg! this goes to show i did no have an uphill battle ahead. but mountain high challenge? and this weight after a week of sexercising and dieting?

all night long i was pondering what will be my weight target? 75kG? 65 kg? and just to sooth my feeling i was telling myself ... nvm about the weight as long as i manage to get my fitness and healthy body back. lame assurance isn't it.

somehow, somewhere, sometime, more or less i got a target in my head. lets see what will be the achievement in one month from now.

sighhh ..

here we go ..

2010-04-07T16:26:00.003+08:00

when april finally showing up, there is only one thing that i am mostly looking forward, motogp!

motogp will commence this weekend! hooray! am very sure the race will be even more awesome and tight this year.

all the best to valentino rossi. may petronas logo continued to be beamed all over the world!

magis 1.

2010-03-22T15:12:00.005+08:00

it was hot. most people all over west malaysia complaint there are no rains. water at dams were reported reaching low level. some states even considering water rationing.

that was why i just went to the beach even at that time i could see dark clouds above. same thing the other day ... i just went to water fall. there were no rains. 'hujan tak jadi', commonly utter by people on such incidents.

but things are vividly contradict at the part of the country. in klang valley ... rain storm hit us almost everyday. and yesterday ... when i came back to shah lama using elite hiway .. some part of the journey we were hit by heaviest rain ever. almost like the sky pouring water on our vehicles.

reaching shah alam, the rain wasn't heavy. very slightest. and the sun was trying hard peeping thru the thick clouds. perhaps that was why i cudn't find rainbows ... even when i turn my head almost 360 degree looking for it.

sesuka sesangat!

2010-03-15T16:47:00.002+08:00

yeayy! ferrari won the first GP. next 2 week will be in melbourne. my bet still on ferrari. and malaysian team lotus managed to start and finish the race. winner of the new teams. off course their rival is team virgin. anybody who do not know y .. please check relationship between tony fernandez and virgin's boss.

arsenal won their game against hull. i was really sexcited. cause i hate hull's manager.

lee chong wei finally won all england trophy. the trophy that eluded him for so long. nevermind he beat the unknown japanese player. a win is still a win. anybody still remember how he was beaten by lin dan last year in the same tournament? almost in similar fashion he was crushed by the the mighty chinese player in the beijing olympic.

malaysian meritus GP2 team also registered a first win. a good sign for malaysian motorsport? maybe yes. and maybe not.

that the brief for now. and anybody know the meaning of 'duit panas'? for sure it was not the money being kept in the bra! :D

joyfullicious ...

2010-03-12T10:18:00.002+08:00

ever since he can utter few words, "nak itotttttt" will always he said whenever he saw me dressed up. and many of those words tickle us.
he cried a lot during earlier months i took him to nursery. therefore i have to get him during lunch time. and relationships blossomed during those cramped and compact one hour lunch break. off course definitely i spend a lil bit more than one hour.
now he is getting familiar and comfortable with the nursery. i don't have to fetch him and took him home. but still am doing it.
rindu ...

Goli Goli Gila

2010-03-11T17:27:00.002+08:00

pak cik da gilo mancing skrg ni. asa ujung minggu poie mancing. asa ado maso lapang poie mancing. amik mc pun potang tu poie mancing. tetongah paneh pun leh terpaku mancing. menjijih poloh. ujan pun sanggup tunggu dlm keto tunggu ujan redo nak mancing punyo pasal.

akuarium pun da ado sebuah. abih nak di bolo ikan yg di pancing! hajat hati nak boli tangki fiberglass yg bosa sikit siap ngan filter sistem eh. tompi takdo ruang pulak nk lotak dlm umah. nak lotak luar kang ... mcm2 menatang plak yang bertandang. kut menatang tu juin berkubang pulak lagi satu hal.

bona eh mcm2 cabaran memancing ni. lom laie jumpo ular boghuk bagai. jumpo macam2 jonih manusio laie kek tompek2 mancing tu. sabar lah yo. sementaro masih minek laie layan kan yo lah. sok dah tak minek .. simpan yo joran tu dlm stor. mcm ompek limo nam tujuh tahun dulu ...

ohh .. ooo .. ouw .. yew ...

2010-03-11T17:16:00.002+08:00

what will happen this weekend? what will happen on 15th March? what happen this month?

formula one circus shall begun. along with malaysian owned team. along with petronas new sponsored team. my bet on alonso in ferrari.
new season of house shall also commence. will it be more entertained than before. more cynical? or just plain akward as last season?
new season of csi has begun.
motogp will only start in april if i am not mistaken. and valentino rossi look good.

personally .. here n there ... this n that.
first, where should i go this or the following weekend?

owh my ...

2010-02-10T12:17:00.003+08:00

i am a fan of late nite's david letterman show. since the first time i watched it many years ago. i like the fact that he is funny, daring, and probably honest. make no mistake .. he is not an angel. but the fact that he is just a normal human being with a lot of weaknesses and he is ok with it, to me that make him interesting. alas .. he is started as stand up comedian.

the funny thing is .. in his show there were numerous time our own country name being mentioned. included last nite show in astro. same as before, this time around about animal. to be sexact .. last nite is about 'tapir'. tho it looks like a national geographic show still it quite as hillarious.

but not all can be watched, i recalled he cracked a joke about our own klcc but as usual it was censored. duhh ..

mangkuk tingkat mangkuk tilik.

2010-02-05T16:30:00.003+08:00

so ferrari had launched their F1 car for 2010 season. so were half dozen of other teams. ferrari also had run series of testing. along with few other teams. and ferrari top the sheets.

my money will be on Ferrari. they should win 2010 championship. this is based on the testing done so far. but principally due to fernando alonso factor. tho i hate the guy, i can't denied he is a very sexcellent race driver. easy comparison ... he can drive proton car and beat other super brand cars.

not to disrespect michael schumacher. i love this guy. but i simply don't have faith with the mercedes petronas F1 team. even with brawn lead the team.

noted that malaysian owned team, Lotus F1 yet to launch their car? they also yet t0 test their car. am not even sure whether they have the car or not. am aware they planned to run few test towards the near of first 2010 gp race. reason being .. don't have enuff spare parts should their car damage in accidents. but honestly i already scared whether their car could be on the grid for first race! not to disrespect or close eye on "malaysia boleh" spirit. but this is F1. a sport that require a lot of hard cash and politics.

pon pon ponnnnn ..

2010-01-27T16:26:00.003+08:00

when i am down .. i would listen to songs and watch any comedy. just to lighten up a bit. laughter is the best medicine they say.

there are many things that available nowadays. stand up comedy, bloopers, spontan series and etc etc. on the screen, books or internet. one of the thing i watched is raja lawak.

talking of raja lawak 4 .. my bet is on idlan. whether he is much better than nabil or not, he is definitely got the x factor.

albeit of all the laughter .. one must not forget that it is a hardwork for all the raja lawak contestants. materials, practice, practice and a lot of practice. the same thing that we ordinary people should do on our daily activities as well.

alas .. kudos to abg kassim pon pon ponnnn.

....

2009-12-26T18:51:00.002+08:00

manusia yang percaya pada kasih sayang
melihat manusia dengan mata Tuhan
mengasihi yang beriman dan yang kufur
terimalah kedua-dua nya dengan hatimu yang ramah.

sengsaralah apabila dua hati telah terpisah
di kalangan umat Muslim kau akan gagal menemui keghairahan keimanan masa lalu ...
tunjukkan kepadaku seorang manusia yang kemabukan rasa kasihnya akan Tuhan
bezakan manusia yang beriman daripada yang membenci
carilah manusia Tuhan sebagai teman jiwa mu.

- Mohamad Iqbal -

miss thought ..

2009-12-22T18:34:00.003+08:00

when petronas sponsored sauber F1 team, we are hoping that on one fine day, a malaysian driver will be promoted to sit in one of the cars. the day never come. when BMW came into picture, bought Sauber's shares and became main principal, the hope is still there. we thought we have better and solid relationship with BMW. measured by all the BMW cars that appeared in Petronas' ads. alas ... the day never come also.

the only malaysian driver came into F1 circus was in the face of Alex Yoong into Minardi team as sponsored or paid driver.

one wonder why? is it because our talents are not good enough for F1?

then came malaysian owned team Lotus F1. what do you know ... still no malaysian driver. sexcept for test driver. guess we are only good enough for that. who would have thought? perhaps meritocracy concept being applied. and the call of 'malaysian boleh' doesn't applied herewith.

am not sure whether petronas made a good decision to sponsor mercedes GP team. but i do hope they know what they are saying. off all the reasons given. i do understand they want to sponsor winning team. as what they did with MotoGP. wonder though whether they really get the benefits from investment with sauber team all this while other than sponsored our engineer at sauber swiss factory ...

my one bet for sure. petronas ads will soon featuring mercedes cars ...

penat seyh ...

2009-12-14T16:18:00.003+08:00

ari ini ari senin. pak cik da masuk ke opis semula. penat. ntah apa yg penat nya ...

malam jumaat lalu pak cik bergegas pulang ke n9. anak2 dan org rumah pak cik da hantar awal hari selasa sebelum nya. mula2 ingatkan nak pulang lewat. ari sabtu pagi ke. ari jumaat tu bleh la pergi meronggeng. tapi ari kamis tu bezday si amat lebab. rasanya pak cik blom miss lagi celebrate bezday anak2 pak cik. beli kek. baik pak cik jgn mulakan ... ptg2 tu cepat2 gi kedai kek. balik umah .. kemas2 umah ala kadar. kol 8 stengah baru bertolak. sampai kol 9 stengah lebih skit. budak2 tu pun blom tdo lagi. sronok si amat lebab meniup lilin kek.

ari jumaat ptg pergi berkubang di jeram toi. sabtu lepas dzohor tok ngah wat kenduri doa selamat skit. esoknya hendak bertandang ke palong meminang untuk anak nya si pak sham. ptg skit pergi berkubang lagi ke jeram toi. sibuk betui bdk2 ni nak gi berkubang. joran pak cik terbiar je lah. x dapat nak pergi mengail. selepas berkubang, tuan punya gerai pak cik yang selalu melepak tu pun bercerita pasal kemalangan lori minyak yang mengorbankan 3 nyawa. tak sampai satu kilometer dari simpang jeram toi.

esok paginya bertolak ke batu kikir. bawak mak melawat cucu baru nya. anak papa. pak cik pun ikut serta cuma beliau dan sekeluarga bertolak dari rembau. jumpa d rumah mertua papa je lah. kami ikut jalan kelawang. kami pun lalu melewati lokasi kemalangan lori minyak yang d lapurkan dalam suratkabar hari itu. pak cik cuma bawak perlahan2. nak berhenti ambil gambar rasa malas la plak. memang tiada nampak saki baki rumah. saki baki lori tangki minyak tu pun hampir takder.

malam nya bertolak pulang ke shah alam. ntah apa yg penat nya. x cukup tdo kut ...

worthy man.

2009-12-14T15:48:00.003+08:00

worth of a man can only be known and measured during tough time. on calm sea, everyone can sail a boat. but only a handful will safely dock back after sexperiencing bad storm.

i love to watch tiger woods playing golf. the same as i love watching other living legends continuing writing history like motogp riders valentino rossi.

i understand tiger is also like other human might and have fallen to temptation. this has happened to other famous world heroes in the past and will also happen in the future. but i just don't understand the way he handles it. has he made bad decision? over and over? has he been wrongly advised?

it is not easy being cast as the chosen one. there are a lot of pressure. but pressure will make great stone. a sterling diamond. undervalued stone will crumble and eventually break to pieces.

dropping by ..

2009-12-09T17:13:00.002+08:00

i was intrigue with the news that the government is going to review the subsidy on sugar. thus the price may go sky high. what hit me the m0st was the rationale .. so that the malaysian may reduce sugar intake resulting in healthier generation.
what goes on my mind was ... why don't they just downgraded the sugar quality?

It's a joke! And it's not!

2009-12-06T19:51:00.002+08:00

long time ago, when a best friend of mine get married, on his reception i candidly asked him "sudah dapat kah?". referring to 'malam pertama'. and he was just smiling sheepishly.
it is actually a joke. kidding amongst frens. but the issue is actually not a joke. it is a critical life in the new life of married couples.
otherwise you ended up like our a sport celebrity which case is till in syariah court and publicise by our media.
know what i mean?

the inevitable.

2009-12-01T09:56:00.004+08:00

Nakheel Tower.

the world.

the palm.

it was and is still an awe looking at the wonders constructions in this part of the world. including the tallest building in the world.
but i fear it will someday cause the country harm. an economy turmoil. our country actually face the fate in 1997.
the problem with real estate and infrastructure developments is, it is capital expenditure and do not yield sufficient turnover and return immediately in constant and periodical manner. unlike building a factory or productive investment which will generate steady flow of income. thus if the investment made by loan, the risk of non payment is high.
and it finally caught up.
i hope they will get the best help and advice they could get in order to escape financial disaster.

http://malaysia.news.yahoo.com/afp/20091201/tts-uae-economy-dubai-stocks-c1b2fc3.html

a glimpse ..

2009-11-30T15:21:00.004+08:00

pak cik sudah lkembali bekerja. saje malas ambil cuti. walaupun badan masih penat and letih.

ari khamis malam pak cik bertolak kembali ke melaka. susur keluar ke Nilai dari lebuhraya PLUS sudah pun sesak melimpah hingga ke lebuhraya elite. pak cik menyelinap ikut laluan kecemasan. singgah sebentar d kampung menjenguk mak saudara yg nazak. beliau sudah pun di lepas pulang oleh pihak hospital hari rabu sebelum nya. kesemua organ dalaman sudah gagal ..

jam sepuluh lebih pak cik meneruskan perjalanan ke Melaka. laluan dari mantin ke seremban pula sesak. gara2 lebuhraya LEKAS lah ni. hampir dua jam baru pak cik tiba ke senawang. laluan pun kembali pulih. pukul 2 pagi lebih baru pak cik selamat sampai di rumah ayah dan bonda. tahun ini kami baraya d kampung d melaka.

pukul dua lebih ke esokkan nya baru bertolak kembali ke negeri sembilan. masih menggunakan jalan lama. alhamdulillah. laluan tidak sesak. cuma kadang kala terjumpa pengguna jalan raya yang tidak bertimbang rasa. termasuk lak sebuah kereta lama yang tiada langsung lampu brek!

malam nya di adakan majlis baca yaasin d rumah mak saudara.

ke esokan ptg nya bertolak pulang pulang ke rumah. setelah asar mahu bertolak pula ke kuala selangor untuk majlis perkahwinan anak saudara merangkap bekas baby sitter. mujur hari hujan. tiba-tiba dapat panggilan mak saudara sudah pulang ke rahmatullah. terpaksa bergegas pulang ke kampung d n9.

jenazah d mandikan lepas maghrib. di sembahyangkan dan terus di bawa ke kubur untuk di semadikan. pertama kali pak cik ikut naik van mayat. pertama kali ke kubur untuk pengebumian di malam hari. pertama kali juga pak cik turut sama mencangkul mengambus lubang kubur.

eosk pagi nya bertolak ke kuala selangor. laluan lancar cuma hujan di sana sini. kenduri kahwen ni biasalah pak cik jadi penanggah dan tukang cuci periuk dan kawah. malam nya bertolak pulang ke rumah. anak saudara tumpang untuk ke klang sentral.

ntah berapa ratus atau ribu kilometer pak cik dah memandu dalam tempoh tiga atau empat hari ini.

wishful thinking ...

2009-11-25T17:39:00.001+08:00

what a feeling. a festive, a korban, a wedding and a funeral maybe? that what are in store for the next few days. for a hundreds of kilometres.

inspite of all, hope everything turn out ok and allright. and selamat ari raya aidil adha to all readers. selamat berkorban. most of all .. take care and be safe!

senyum azimat

2009-11-17T11:21:00.009+08:00

tanpa diduga

muncul seraut wajah

dengan lirikan senyuman

seindah purnama

menyeri malam.

walau sebentar

mimpi ini ku dakap erat

buat azimat

menempuh seribu satu hari

yang mendatang.

pic. : green angel by ortan @ deviantart.com

andai kata.

2009-11-06T17:06:00.002+08:00

andai ajal bakal bertandang
akan aku mohon sekelumit masa
sekadar cukup untuk lena
mudah-mudahan mimpi menjelma
dapatlah menatap wajah mu
dan mengucap salam terakhir.

tenanglah hati ini
sepanjang perjalanan merentas ke dunia satu lagi
berbekalkan senyum manis mu
yang tak pernah ku miliki.

yang sebenar nya ...

2009-11-04T14:25:00.002+08:00

pak cik nak tambah skit pasal 'realiti tv'. hasil baca blog si yonna kiut.

yang sebenar nya .. the reality is ... rancangan 'reality tv' nih not really reality nya. not really spontaneous. most is acted. they know the camera is right under their nose. definitely they will put an act. an honest day to day conversations, dressing, acts and behavious are long gone. and the worst thing some are re-enactment or re-producing to add elements or dramatic in order to sell the show and spike the rating. be it in US or even in Malaysia.

the finest example of original day to day honest acts and behaviours actually can be seen on the secret closed circuit tc or even hidden camera where maid wallops their employers' offsprings as well as locally famous artist who 'korek montot' while walking around in he house in two piece.

thats what i called reality show.

but nevermind. am still watching some of the program that i consider sin-less or less provocative like the amazing race and big loser. until i noted the big loser contestant even deliberately add their weights rather than losing it in the wicked plan to ousted contestant from different group. and it make me sick.

sudah la gemuk hodoh. perangai pun hodoh juga?

too many wasted sunset ..

2009-11-04T10:12:00.006+08:00

it was joyful
dip into the pool
dip into the sea
strolling by the beach
quick dining by the beach
and the japanese sun appearance
till next time.

just do it

2009-11-03T09:29:00.002+08:00

i was back home early yesterday. much2 earlier than usual. my wife is upstairs together with most of my kids.
i felt like hungry. normally when i'm home my wife already done with the cooking. just waiting to serve me with dinner. yup .. we normally have early dinner.
without wasting much time and much further thinking i got myself busy in the kitchen. maggi chintan goreng would be nice and quick i thot.
few minutes later .. wholla .. a nice maggi goreng. complete with egg, chicken and vege.
another delicious menu. and the kids pressure their mom to cook with the same dish next time. tough luck. i don't share my recipe :)) muahahaha

dumb and dumber.

2009-10-28T10:00:00.004+08:00

the local tv hurriedly cover the news of the footbridge collapse over kampar river in Perak. nevermind about the inaccuracy of the number of students involved. nevermind about the other facts inaccuracy.
nevertheless i was in awe over the sms poll run by the tv scouting for audience input on who to blame, (a) the contractor (b) JKR (c) the student.
just who is wise enough to put the (c) as one of the options? last but not least there are 3% people voted for it. brilliant. just blame the poor 12 years old or younger schoolchildren.

ewah ewah nya ...

2009-09-28T16:37:00.002+08:00

the problem when you bought takehome dishes is when it didn't meet up to your taste. you just can't return them and ask for refund. either you just keep chewing and swallowing them pieces by pieces or stop eating and the dishes ended up in the dust bin. what a waste.

that's the problem we had last nite. so over the dining table i uttered the word to the kids"ayah masak lagi sedap kan?"
"a'ah. betul tu" they all replied almost in concerted.
"tapi ayah dah lama tak masak" one of them add.
"betul tu. da lama ayah tak masak puding roti" add another.
"a'ah. masak coklat" added si ibai referring to the bread pudding chocolate creame.
"ayah lah yang mulakan masak megi goreng telur" their mom added.
and more "bla bla bla".

all the while i was keeping quiet and just smiling.

thinking back, didn't I made ayam bakar, ayam panggang, ikan bakar, kerang bakar for last fasting month? forgotten already eh?

amboi amboi ... sedap betul mengomplen dia org nih!

best wishes ...

2009-09-24T18:34:00.002+08:00

pak cik dah kembali bekerja d opis hari ini :) malam tadi pulang ke rumah sendirian. keluarga tinggal d kampung utk menghabiskan cuti sekolah. juga kerana ari sabtu depan ada kenduri kendara. hujung minggu ini pasti nya sibuk kembali ke jalan dan lebuhraya. mudah2an pak cik selamat sampai dan pulang.

pak cik beraya di negeri sembilan dahulu. sebelum berangkat pulang ke melaka pula. mak dan ayak dan adik beradik lain nya sudah pulang ke sana terlebih dahulu. kali ini agak lewat bertolak ke melaka. ibu mertua bakal di tinggal kan sendirian. kena lah mengemas rumah terlebih dahulu luar dan dalam. tidak lah penat orang tua itu nanti. beliau sudah lah tidak sekuat dahulu. mujurlah ada 2 orang cucu lelaki yang sudi tinggan menemankan nya. cucu2 perempuan ntah hilang ke mana. sibuk hendak berjalan aje ...

pulang dan kembali dari melaka pak cik memilih untuk menggunakan jalan lama. malas untuk bersesak2 di lebuhraya dan di plaza tol. lalullintas lancar. cuma bila kedapatan pemandu yang baru mendapat lesen, atau pun terhegeh-hegeh mencari arah, atau pun kedapatan konvoi yang kehilangan arah tujuan, lalulintas akan menjadi perlahan. 40 km sejam is awfully slow ...

ntah sapa punya idea nak mengacau dodol. itulah projek hari raya ke dua. malang nya dodol terlebih gula. dah jadi dodol keras mcm gula melaka. raya ketiga dodol tadi di kacau kembali dengan santan. alhamdulillah .. kali ini menjadi. sedang mengacau dodol datang pula si ular daun menziarah. kali pertama di biarkan sahaja. kali ke dua bila dia datang menerpa .. pak cik dan ayah pak cik mula bertindak. mujur si ular pantas melarikan diri di celah2 rumpunan serai. kalo tidak arwah dah dia ...

pulang ke negeri sembilan pak cik sekeluarga singgah di rembau. beraya di rumah abang ipar. setelah kenyang baru meneruskan perjalanan. sesampai sahaja di rumah mertua, dapat pula perkhabaran, abang ipar seorang lagi berserta keluarga mertua nya akan datang dari kuala pilah.

kisah meletup hari raya kali ini pastinya dari keluarga mak long. bekas menantu nya beraya bersama2 kali ini. ntah dia sudah rujuk kembali denggan anak mak long? apa sudah jadi beliau dengan isteri baru nya. pak cik malas nak sibuk bertanya. nanti2 keluarlah berita terkini dari siaran radio jendela ...

Panasssss!!

2009-09-16T17:58:00.002+08:00

malaysia gonna have a team in F1 next year! i dunno whether to cheer or to jeer. certainly i am not over the moon but weeping ...
malaysian government is said to backing up the project. financially. with a consortium of malaysian entrepreneur/businesses. the team principal is said to be tony fernandes, CEO of AirAsia.

overall, i am only interested in finding what is the objective of doing it? am entitle to ask cause they are going to use public fund. moreover at this difficult time. lets see whether they are going to announce public servant bonus or not on 23 october ...

Gunung Daik Bercabang Dua ...

2009-09-13T13:52:00.003+08:00

Satu.

Proton ... yes, i have a big problem with Proton. my honest opinion, Proton should be sold out or even scrap and sold piece by piece with objective to gain return of public fund which financed the corporation since its inception.

i can give you 1,001 reasons. but off course those who oppose it can come out with 1,001 sexcuses. but no need to table it here. am sure they are all stupid.

Dua.

So the Indonesian asked for minimum RM800 wages for their maid. plus others benefits. surprising no one of our leaders really call it unreasonable and ask the indonesian to fly kite.

you can even get minimum salary for local employees. and if the indonesian refuse to come here aren't there other countries which have plenty of resources to supply the same. i heard ladies from china are much much beautiful and luscious. cheap also.

Tiga.

So you think we are heading to better future under the current government and the alternative government at four other states? the latest MIC general assembly would give you the idea. so is with our car engines that struggling fueled with undergraded petrol. interesting tho. najib, muhyidin and their think tank tonk cannot call make this bluff too many. as P. Ramlee film of ali baba and 40 thiefes, the dice trick can only be called not more than thrice. byt off course for learnt and wise people they should not be fooled even at the first time. so what are we?

ampat.

how many days left to puasa? how many nights left for us to pray and ask for forgiveness.

selagi ada masa dan khuatir jika tak berkesempatan, pak cik minta maaf pada semua pembaca dan penziarah blog ini atas apa apa jua salah dan silap pak cik. di sini d dunia maya atau di luar sana di dunia nyata.

assalamualaikum ...

second thot ...

2009-09-07T23:17:00.002+08:00

what if you are a moslem, and you are a minority at a certain place, say a country. and the majority of that country's people do not allow you to built a mosque for you and your minority moslem friends and brotherhood. what say you? injustice? intolerable? disrespectful? racist?

this is happened and still happening at other parts of the world.

but what is the difference between the above and the hindus and christian in this country? particularly in the reference to the recent and infamous proposed hindu temple at section 23 shah alam. what say you again?

suatu malam di bulan puasa

2009-08-28T17:08:00.003+08:00

dalam perjalanan ke kereta sesudah sembahyang taraweh, sambil di ikuti iqbal, a'id dan jubir, pak cik bertanya "ibai, kenapa kau tak semayang ya?" tanya pak cik bila melihat iqbal dan adik2 nya bermain2 di luar masjid sambil menikmati juadah moreh.
"ibai sembahyang la. tapi masa ayah sembahyang bebas tu ibai keluar masjid" jawab si iqbal.
"uiks .. sembahyang bebas tu sembahyang apa?" tanya pak cik.
"ala ... ayah sembahyang tak ikut imam tu" jawab iqbal sambil tersengeh2.

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selamat berbuka semua. selamat berhujung minggu. jgn shopping mcm nak rak ya. banyak hari lagi ...

hujung minggu ni macam2 adaaaaaa .. ada F1, ada motogp, ada MU vs Arsenal. phew .... leh tgk delay telecast je lah.

last sekali ... SELAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI KEBANGSAAN!

satu hari sebelum bulan puasa

2009-08-26T12:15:00.002+08:00

'joe! esok puasa ke tak? nampak tak anak bulan tadi?" tanya si polan.
'it doesn't matter' jawab si joe dengan serius.

beberapa ketika kemudian.

'sembahyang itu tiang agama. jadi kalau tak sembahyang, apa perlu nya berpuasa?' ujar si joe.

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like it or not, either an argument to other person(s) or even to ownself, we get caught on giving a twisted rationale and excuses. but little we even aware about it. to our own eyes, heart and understanding it is right. maybe clouded by own emotion, longing, lust, etc etc. perhaps that is why we were ask to always or even everyday pray for Him for guidance towards the truth.

*slamat berpuasa dan berbuka :)*

Selayang Pandang Selakir Senyuman.

2009-08-20T12:04:00.002+08:00

"dari runtuhan kota melaka, kita bina jiwa merdeka".
kita sekarang di bulan kemerdekaan :)

samat menyambut ulang tahun kelahiran juga buat pak cik. jatuh pada hujung minggu yang lepas. tiada sambutan yang meriah. kebetulan hari tersebut pak cik sibuk mengikut rombongan menghantar pengantin lelaki ke rumah pengantin perempuan di sungai besar.

hujung minggu sebelum nya pula pak cik mendapat demam selsema yang teruk. dua hari tidak bangun. sekarang pun masih belum sepenuhnya. rasa seram sejuk itu masih ada. selsema juga masih ada serba sedikit.

esok atau lusa pula bulan ramadhan penuh keberkatan akan menjelang tiba. inilah yang pak cik maksudkan sebagai "pulangkan Bulan". berkobar-kobar semangat untuk beribadat mencari keredhaan dan keampunanNya. tetapi entahlan mampu atau tidak. sudahkah bersedia secara fizikal dan mental ...

apa-apa pun selamat berpuasa dan beribadat buat semua di bulan puasa ini. semoga kita semua beroleh rahmat dan keberkatan. :)

duh!!

2009-08-12T09:22:00.002+08:00

was counting the days when this news came out "Schumacher calls off Formula One ComeBack". heartbreak ...

there were also sexciting development in motogp. stoner took a short break to recuperate. jorge, valentino rossi might be leaving for honda. if he is not careful hw might ended up like a few former champion and champion wanna who became un-noticeable and lost into the oblivion.

but i guess life is about choices and making a good one count.

Masuk Melayu? PreLudium.

2009-08-11T02:15:00.004+08:00

masuk islam sama dengan masuk melayu?

secara kasarnya itulah pandangan masyarakat bukan islam. sejak zaman jepun lagi. tak di kira lagi kene sunat dahulu baru boleh di kira masuk melayu. sexcuse me, my err .. masuk islam.

tanggapan ini sebenarnya di mulakan oleh orang-orang melayu juga. sejak dahulu kala. masuk islam di kira masuk melayu. mahu masuk melayu kene sunat dahulu.

secara sedar atau tidak itulah stigma yang telah melekat. itulah juga salah paham yang timbul di kalangan orang-orang melayu. itulah juga yang mungkin melemahkan orang melayu.

jadi apa masalah nya? ada masalah? tiada masalah?

masalah nya banyak. tetapi masalah yang paling agungnya adalah melayu dan islam tak sama. walau dengan apa alasan sekalipun.

(pernah dahulu ada seorang pemimpin melayu berhujah Islam di Malaysia gah kerana orang melayu. dia kata lah kan. betul atau tidak, pikirlah sendiri. malas pak cik nak kupas. tak cukup jari nak taip)

islam mengharamkan arak. mendekati arak pun di haramkan. apa2 yang berkaitan dengan arak pun jatuh lah hukum haram. tiada toleransi.

maka datanglah satu bangsa melayu yang terkenal dengan sikap lembut, ramah dan toleransi nya yang kebiasaan nya menjauhi pertikaian dan akan cepat mengalah sambil berkata 'tak apa' atau pun 'tiada apa-apa' atau pun 'tak apa lah'. bahkan hal-hal hukum islam pun turut sama di terima pakai sikap tersebut.

berapa ramai antara kita orang melayu mengunjungi kedai serbaneka dua puluh empat jam? perasan kan kedai ini ada menjual arak? agak-agak nya apakah hukum nya mendatangi kedai ini? berapa ramai orang melayu yang bekerja di kedai ini?

agak-agak nya apakah alasan kita?

berapa ramai orang melayu yang memakai jersi 'liverpool'? jenama apakah yang terpalit di dada jersi itu?

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masalah duri dalam daging kerajaan negeri selangor sekarang ini cukup menarik. ulama PAS menentang penjualan arak di kawasan shah alam dan bangi di mana majoriti penduduk nya adalah orang-orang islam.

datang pula seorang bukan Islam memperjuangkan hak-hak kaum bukan Islam untuk mendapatkan bekalan arak di mana sahaja bumi mereka berpijak.

maka berbalah lah dua pihak ini. memanda menteri besar pun pening kepala. harus beliau mengambil nasihat dari mantan bekas timbalan perdana menteri. mungkin juga pendapat pihak lain.

cukup malang bagi ulama PAS tadi. dia terkhilaf. kawasan shah alam dan bangi bukan nya di diami majoriti orang-orang Islam. tetapi orang-orang melayu.

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kalau orang islam, sememang nya mereka sesekali tidak akan memasuki mana-mana premis yang menjual arak. dengan sendirinya premis-premis ini tidak akan berani menjual arak. tidak begitu?

itu belum lagi di ambil kira orang-orang melayu yang bijak pandai bestari belajar luar negeri yang memperlekehkan ulama PAS tadi.

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sama kah melayu dan islam?
agak-agak nya tiada melayu hilangkah kemuliaan Islam?
atau tanpa Islam apa jadi dengan orang melayu?

noticia.

2009-08-10T01:12:00.002+08:00

i am down now. since last Friday. by a very bad flu. or cud be viral infection. flu is still there. cough left a lil bit. fever alhamdulillah is gone for now sexcept body ache. and i am sweating out of nothing ....
apakah penyakit nya ini tok nujum?

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i am following closely the PR governments in Selangor and Penang. these two government represent an alternative to the other type of government that ruling our Federation. if our hope vested in PR, these two government must show good governant. it is interesting coz currently we could watch how these two government addressing the chinese/malay issue and hardcore DAP/fundamentalist PAS issue.
how sexciting!

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i just knew it today that initially our independent nation shouldn't be called Malaysia. The 'sia' word was added due to inclusion of singapore with malay peninsular in demanding the independence from the British.
all this while i thot the 'sia' word could carry a meaning like 'land' or something similar like indonesia.

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half full or half empty?

2009-08-03T16:34:00.005+08:00

bulan ogos ini jadual hujung minggu pak cik sudah agak penuh. sudah terisi dengan jadual 'perkahwinan'. bukan pak cik ya. jodoh pak cik belum sampai lagi. tapi anak2 buah dan sepupu sebelah isteri pak cik. dengan kenduri nya, dengan doa selamat nya, dengan menghantar pengantin nya. maklumlah .. masing-masing hendak cepat2 kahwin sebelum puasa ramadhan bermula.

hujung minggu yang lepas anak buah melangsungkan perkahwinan. kenduri nya di buat pada hari ahad lepas. malam sebelum nya pak cik datang menunjukkan muka. ketibaan pak cik di sambut oleh pertunjukan bungapi dan mercun. sehingga anak pak cik yang kecil itu ketakutan dengan bunyi gegak gempita nya.

rupa-rupanya itu adalah permulaan kepada kenduri yang agak meriah keesokan hari nya. pelbagai lauk pauh, juadah, dan segala buah-an terhidang untuk tetamu. maklumlah ... anak tunggal.

ketibaan pengantin di kepalai oleh muda-mudi berpakain tradisional minangkabau. berwarna-warni. di ekori rapat oleh pasukan kompang dan rebana. pertama kali kali pak cik lihat rombongan pengantin di arak sedemikian. banyak lagi rupanya acara2 adat minang yang di langsungkan seperti tarian piring dan berjalan atas kaca. pak cik terlepas kesemuanya. tak sempat pun untuk mengambil gambar atau video. pak cik bersantai ngan anak pak cik yang kecil si mat lebab @ mat zek dalam kereta sambil memasang 'aircond'. panas sungguh cuaca di luar.

biasalah .. kalau aktiviti luar, si mat lebab akan melekat dengan ayah nya. atau pun si ayah yang melekat dengan si anak.

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pic. : Dua_Sedjoli_by_alvinokey @ deviantart.com

selingan ..

2009-07-31T16:10:00.003+08:00

untuk anak pertama dahulu, pak cik telah pun siap dengan nama. nama untuk seorang anak lelaki. nama yang telah pak cik simpan sekian lama. bertahun-tahun.

pak cik tak pun mempunyai nama untuk anak perempuan. masih juga tidak mencari nama secara serius untuk nama anak perempuan. walaupun hasil ujian klinik mengatakan anak perempuan di dalam kandungan. mungkin agak nya pak cik masih berharap yang akan di lahirkan nanti adalah anak lelaki. bukan anak perempuan. akan tetapi bukan nya pak cik tidak mahu anak perempuan. cuma bagi pak cik anak yang pertama adalah lebih baik anak lelaki.

apabila lahirnya anak perempuan, akhirnya, mula lah pak cik mengalabah untuk cari nama yang sesuai. maklumlah surat beranak perlu di buat dalam tempoh tertentu.

rupa nya ramai bapa-bapa yang sedemikian. untuk anak pertama hanya di cari nama untuk anak lelaki. nama untuk anak perempuan tidak di pilih pun walaupun tugas dan hak untuk memberi nama itu tidak pun di berikan kepada sesiapa yang lain.

mungkin agak nya sengaja di buat demikian. jika telah ada pilihan nama anak perempuan dan kelihatan beriya-iya, takut si isteri atau si bakal ibu bertanya pula "ini nama x gelpren awak ya?"

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pic. : tuya, mat zek n a'id.

yeay!!

2009-07-30T09:42:00.004+08:00

ferrari announced that mat sumatke will stand in for pilipe massa. yeahoooo!!! just to see that guy driving a f1 car is already sexciting. nevermind the fact that the car is currently underperform. just want to see him in action!

on another note, hope massa will fully recover from his freak accident.

like a quote from his fan "look up to the sky. it is the only thing bigger than you" good luck mat sumatke :))

ouch!

2009-07-29T23:38:00.002+08:00

like a bomb it shocked everybody. bmw pulling out from F1! and their reason is very well drafted.
i didn't see any news by petronas tho. and i'm interested to know what will they say.
i guess it sexplain the current underperformed by them this season.

wish list ..

2009-07-29T18:21:00.004+08:00

actually, i wanna study and do research on andalusia before, during and after the Islamic administration there. first priority on top of my interest on the islam influence through out the europe, those early years of islam conquest as well as in the dawn of modernisation.

is it true that the 1st world war is actually triggered by inter religion/race factions in europe?

my interest could be caused by my wonders as well as awesomeness of the europe countries for their superiority and conquest through out the world in the early history of mankind. and the relations of their existence today with their past. country that most exciting is spain who actually conquered america continent where we could see their left influence in mexico. as well as their prominent traces in philipine.

dunno if i could ever do it ..

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pic. : covered by miss mina @ deviantart.com

"To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do"

Kembali Kan Bulan I

2009-07-28T09:23:00.003+08:00

aku menoleh ke atas
dan ku selak-selak awan bertaburan
namun kau tetap tak kelihatan

aku sebut-sebut nama mu
sambil mengimbau memori lalu
cuba untuk menolak rasa pilu

rindu ini menyeksakan.

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pic. : wheee by kelc @deviantart.com

di ulit mimpi di siang hari ..

2009-07-25T00:02:00.008+08:00

ketika di darjah enam, pak cik bersekolah di kampung. sekolah ini tidak punya khutubkhanah yang gah. para pelajar pun jarang berkunjung ke sana melainkan segelintir sahaja ketika waktu rehat. apabila loceng tamat sekolah berbunyi, masing-masing berpusu-pusu pulang ke rumah.

apabila nama pak cik di sebut untuk menyertai kuiz kesihatan peringkat daerah, mula lah memasang angan-angan. menang dan pergi ke peringkat negeri. tetapi tanpa bahan bacaan yang ampuh, pastilah tidak ke mana. bertanding hanya sebagai memenuhi jemputan.

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ketika di zaman pemerentahan khalifah islam dahulu, pemerentah empayar islam bercita-cita untuk memajukan tamadun islam dan menyemarakkan perkembangan ilmu. langkah penting yang di ambil adalah menterjemahkan segala buku-buku ilmiah dari segala bahasa sehingga bahasa latin purba ke bahasa arab untuk bahan bacaan para pelajar, penuntut, pengkaji dan ahli ilmu islam. upah lumayan di tawar dan di berikan kepada para penterjemah yang akhirnya hidup mewah. jumlah belanja yang di peruntukan cukup tinggi.

maka lahir lah para graduan dan ahli ilmiah islam. tokoh-tokoh perubatan, ilmu hisab dan sebagai nya. sungguh gemilang tamadun islam ketika itu merangkumi segala cabang ilmu. pelbagai penemuan baru terhasil. ahli ilmu hisab dan fizik islam ketika itu telah dapat mengira berapa ukurlilit bumi dengan ketepatan yang menakjubkan apabila pengiraan di buat semula di zaman sekarang.

apabila empayar islam runtuh, para ilmuwan barat datang membawa ilmu-ilmu tadi pulang ke nagara masing-masing dan mengembangkan nya. dari situ lahirlah 'zaman baru' mengikut tamadun barat.

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hari ini kita masih berbalah samada matapelajaran teras patut di ajar di dalam bahasa ibunda atau pun bahasa inggeris. cuba tanya orang perancis, sepanyol atau jerman. cuba tanya orang jepun dan korea. pasti nya mereka akan tersengeh jika tidak ketawa.

dari belanjawan negara, berapa ringgit malaysia kah dan peratusan nya di peruntukan untuk pelajaran, pendidikan dan ilmiah?

cuba tanya pula kepada parti-parti pembangkang. ada dibuat kah bajet mereka untuk hal-hal sedemikian? berapa banyak kah?

akhir sekali, mari tepuk dada tanya selera sendiri. berapakah belanjawan kita sebulan dan tahunan untuk bahan-bahan, aktiviti dan majlis ilmiah?

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pic : nur_sayang_by_purplehustle @ deviantart.com

"tinggi sangatkah bulan di puncak awan?
gapailah bayang nya di dada kolam

ketika siang hanya bayang mu yang kelihatan
di waktu malam dalam mimpi kau bertandang"

selingan ...

2009-07-24T09:33:00.004+08:00

"lupa nk suruh beli harian metro cam biase la promote diri sendiri"
es em es pak cik dpt kol 9.34 pg td dr x pak cik, si ehem ehem.

sapa nk kenal atau nak tahu mcm mana rupa x pak cik yg last skalik lebeh kurang setawon lebih lepas, sila2 lah jenguk harian metro tu.

errr ... lamanya pak cik da menduda ...

sonshine IV

2009-07-24T01:56:00.003+08:00

sonshine III

2009-07-24T01:25:00.007+08:00

sonshine II

2009-07-24T01:20:00.001+08:00

he is not well recently
and i fear for the worst
which the end result
am not sure with my life
the whole world would certainly collapse
thank goodness
he is recovering
and i hope for the better

sonshine I

2009-07-24T00:56:00.013+08:00

marbeles!

2009-07-20T01:13:00.004+08:00

looks like i've underestimated the brains of those people behind the transformers 2 movie, especially its producer.

the guy is really genius! first he got cooperation from the US army. he was given special rate for the army's equipments and save big time on prop. also got the real soldiers as 'pak pacak'. who will not be awed by the sight of US army's lates weapon and high tech equipments? i will.

and i was actually wondering why the first scene was made as if in china? today news answered that question. china is one of the biggest market outside US. and the collection there has so far beat the record set by 'the titanic'. brilliant idea isn't? the scene will pull the mass in china!

enuff with these two reasons. there more. but i'll not be getting movie ticket for it. tho am long to go and see it in the cinema again :)

i see no problem for the movie to beat the record set by 'the dark knight'. am i also incline to believe it will beat 'the titanic' record as the biggest movie ever.

ouch ..

2009-07-13T12:12:00.004+08:00

i've read with amusing the various reply by Mingguan Malaysia readers on the writing by one of the gossip communist eh .. columnist on michael jackson.

apparently in the previous sunday edition she belittle the late mj. definitely she gained uproar from mj's fans. but what amused me is she didn't apologize for what she have written. furthermore she reiterated that without sepecial effect and his antics, MJ is nothing.

this is a fine sexample when u know a person's writing is rubbish. even she or he is rubbish.

i am not a fan of mj. but i won't call he is nothing. sexplain that to the thousands of malaysian who bought tickets and watched MJ show at stadium merdeka.

if mj is nothing then why she even bother to write about him. and the utmost thing is when u wrote something for the public to read, u must have a little respect to the readers despite whatever freedom of speech's religion that u r holding. without the respect, u r nothing.

i would be surprise if chief editor of mingguan malaysia wish to retain that communist ehh .. columnist.

grace magnificent

2009-07-08T09:45:00.004+08:00

i have watched terminator salvation movie. and i was intrigue by sam worthington acting. i sincerely believe he is the one who carry the movie. in addition to the special effect that was awesome to watch. which also make me doubtful about the new transformer movie. its special effect must be superb otherwise it could be overshadowed by the new terminator movie. plus the critic have not been kind to the transformer 2.

but when i watched terminator 2, right from the beginning, my worry disappeared. the movie was wonderful. the robots were superb. the special effect was out from this world. but still megan fox is the best special effect there is. one quick check, just ask the adult movie goers which robot that chasing megan fox in the explosion scene? i bet they don't know. or didn't notice. coz their eyes were zooming and focusing solely on her. :) especially during the slow mo.

i should say God 1 - o to human there. we are the most perfect robot. and the girls are the most perfect special effect ever created.

viva!

2009-06-28T15:23:00.002+08:00

i love to watch motogp. tho i wasn't good on bike.

unlike F1 that i only knew about it in 1998, i've known mtotogp eversince i was 15 years old. local track that hold motogp race back then mostly at batu tiga track and few times at pasir gudang, johor.

i've been supporting a lot of riders but without doubt valentino rossi is the greatest of them all. can't help to notice him even when he race for 125cc. thanks a lot to his outrageous afro hair back then. and he got a lot of jovial antics.

and for a first time i would like to compliment petronas for jumping into a wagon. petronas has enjoyed a very vast exposure to international crowd with its sponsorship for valentino rossi and his teammate. whoever the guy that make it happened earn a pat on his back.

at least it make us pride after a long absent of our own team from motogp.

sesiput ...

2009-06-20T19:54:00.002+08:00

i think it was last week friday, i took an half day leave to do few personal matters. amongst others to register and subscribe for streamyx. this is the only way i cud online from my home. those broadbands are useless. been wasting my money big time on xpac broadband.

'sorry sir, the system show there is no line for your home. we will send a contractor to check it out. then we will notify you to re-submit your application'.

and a week has past by and nothing happen.

there was a gud column in yesterday 'the star' mourning n whining about the state of our internet connection and multimedia issues. interestingly he quoted the stories and rumbling of expatriate working in our own country.

needless to say ... we are truly lagging behind. as we are lagging behind on other things compare to our neighbours. in IT and computer thingy, we are probably still 10 years behind from singapore. don't try to compare with their sophistication in financial systems and instruments. honestly am not sure how many decade we are lagging.

ever wonder why? the answer is very simple. but i doubt the solution is.

jangan monyet!! jangannnnn ... bgn 2.

2009-06-02T18:49:00.004+08:00

yang sebenarnya .. pak cik x minat ngan ustz akhil tu. dlm astro pun x pernah pak cik tonton rancangan nya. kalo terbukak pun .. otomatik pak cik tukar cenel lain. masa dia rock dulu pun pak cik x minat.

ngan waheeda pun pak cik x minat. walopun pak cik akui .. dia tu agak comel worang nya.

tiada apa yg personel pun. pak cik ada alasan2 pak cik sendiri. ada akal fikiran dan emosi yang mempengaruhi minat atau tak minat. pak cik ulang sekali lagi ... tak minat ya. bukan tak suka. bukan membenci.

cuma nya pak cik cukup x suka orang2 yang cepat mencaci cerca. lebih2 lagi diri sendiri terlupa untuk di lihat di cermin.

bagai bulan dan bintang di langit yang di jadikan sebagai tanda kebesaranNya, setiap kejadian di dunia ini adalah sebagai petunjuk dan hidayah. untuk kita mengambil iktibar. mempelajari dari pengalaman orang lain. dan bukanlah sebagai pendakwa dan pemberi hukuman.

tetapi pabila lidah pantas mencerca dapatkah hati mendapat hidayah dan akal mempelajari sesuatu? bukankah lebih baik jika kita mendoakan yang baik2 dan mengharap kan yang baik2. itulah perkara yang paling di sukai oleh Nya.

setiap kejadian juga punya hikmah nya sendiri. jika orang rumah buat kopi x cukup manis ... sebut je nama waheeda. cepat2 dia buat kopi lain yang lebih kaw2 punya! :)) muahahahaha

p/s. cik puan lili .. pernah tgk citer kartun malaysia monyet makan cili?

jangan monyet! jangannnn ...

2009-06-01T18:01:00.002+08:00

bila media memperbersarkan cerita ustaz akhil ngan waheeda ... ramai lah kaum hawa yang bertempik mengutuk dan mengeji ke dua dua manusia ini. benci lah. menyampah lah. mcm2.

pak cik pun cepat berrespons ... jgn lah menyampah ngan ustaz akhil. silap2 nanti ada jodoh plak ngan beliau. x pun yg mcm beliau. dah mmg peribahasa melayu mcm tu kan? kan kan?

bila si isteri mintak cerai dan ikut masuk dalam media sarkas ... geleng2 paler pak cik.

pe pe pun .. hanya mereka 3 org ni yg tahu citer yg sebenar, tersirat dan tersurat. pak cik tak berminat pun nak tahu. dia org ni x kan ckp punya. ckp skit je wat per.

tu lah masalahnya. ckp sikit kalu lebih baik x yah cakap. lebih mengelirukan ...

segagah gagah manusia adalah mereka yg menahan marah.
semulia-mulia isteri adalah mereka yang memelihara maruah dan harta suami mereka.
x kan nak mengaku sebagai manusia beriman sedangkan kamu belom di uji dgn cobaan dan godaan?

oii kome .. deghoyan dah berbunger ...

2009-05-25T18:19:00.003+08:00

baru pak cik terperasan banyak juga pokok buah2an di kampung yg sedang berbuah. pak cik ingatkan buah durian aje. rupa-rupanya pokok langsat dan manggis juga sedang berbuah. seperti dalam gambar ... yang tiada dalam gambar adalah pokok rambutan. juga sedang berbuah.

jika kesemuanya masak pada waktu yang sama, meriah betul suasana kampung nanti :)

masa ni masing2 sibuklah mengemaskan dusun. tebas segala semak samun. baru senang nampak buah durian yang gugur. baru senang nak memanjat dan mengait buah2an yang lain.

liar liar liar

2009-05-23T14:29:00.002+08:00

only liar cudn't trust others.
	whenever u lies to somebody and u laugh it out loud like you have won the world lil u realize u cud actually just lost someone bigger than world. learnt peep know this those who r not walk with eyes n heart wide shut.

Idzinkan Pak Cik Bertanya ...

2009-05-19T11:33:00.003+08:00

tahukah anda ... negeri Perak adalah negeri Melayu yang terkaya suatu ketika dahulu. malahan ia adalah negeri pertama yang menikmati kekayaan. hasil utama nya adalah bijih timah. kemudian barulah lembah kelang ataupun selangor (sebelum kuala lumpur di Wilayah Persekutuan kan).

tak perlulah nak bukak buku sejarah, pergi librari atau pun bukak arkib utk memeriksa kenyataan di atas. bukti jelas dan nyata depan mata ... no plat kereta :p

sudah dan pernah pak cik nyatakan dahulu bahawa sistem pemerintahan negara ini adalah sistem Raja Berpelembagaan atau Raja Berparlimen. Sistem yang mengikut acuan tuan penjajah kita dahulu, negara British yang juga masih di guna pakai di sana. Kuasa pemerintahan adalah di Parlimen yang di terajui oleh Perdana Menteri atau pun bagi negeri2 terletak pada Dewan Undangan Negeri di terajui oleh Menteri Besar/Ketua Menteri.

secara ringkas dan mudah, kuasa Raja dan Agung adalah terhad mengikut Perlembagaan dan undang2. kuasa eksekutif adalah di tangan wakil2 rakyat dan wakil parlimen yang di pilih oleh rakyat menerusi pilihanraya.

ini adalah perkara asas.

situasi berkecamuk dan huru hara di negeri Perak sekarang ini adalah berpunca dari kurang faham dan salah tafsir mengenai sistem pemerintahan di atas. di burukkan lagi oleh perasaan tamak haloba, gila kuasa, takbur dan ego oleh wakil2 rakyat nya. di simpul matikan lagi oleh faktor2 politik di luar negeri Perak.

berapa lama keadaan tersebut akan berlarutan? akan lahirkah seorang hero atau penyelamat yang mampu memperbetulkan keadaan?

tepuk dada tanyalah orang2 Perak sendiri. tetapi jika mengikut sejarah, lambat lagilah jawab nya.

tahukah anda, negeri Perak mempunyai jumlah perwakilan yang paling ramai di mesyuarat agung Umno? setinggi manakah jawatan dan kuasa yang pernah perwakilan nya menang dan jawat dalam organisasi kebangsaan Umno?

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* yeop .. jgn mare aaa yeop. no ic pak cik 08 tau kat tgh2 tu :p

** terpanjang lak ngomel pak cik. ampunnnn ..

syukur kah?

2009-05-17T18:01:00.002+08:00

wiken yg lepas, pak cik g wedding d bdr br salak tinggi. alang2 da sampai situ .. pak cik teruskan destinasi ke peedee.

kali ini laut berombak besar. angin bertiup kencang. air pula pasang ...

tapi tak leh nak komplen. alam masih indah. tanda2 kebesaran Nya. kalo nak amik hidayah la kan. kan kan ..

Gatal!

2009-05-13T16:41:00.000+08:00

gugur kelopak mawar satu persatu
terhempas jatuh di atas tanah lumpur
perlahan-lahan menjadi kering
akhirnya hilang dimamah masa

cinta yang kecundang kehilangan kesetiaan
menukar mimpi menjadi igauan
tanpa keredhaan dan kesabaran
hati yang mulus terbakar kering
perlahan-lahan bertukar menjadi
hati dendam kesumat iblis syaitan.

*sowi aaa. jari gatal sudah mari :))*

imbauan ..

2009-05-07T18:35:00.003+08:00

ni masa benti pit stop tepi jalan. dlm perjalanan pulang dari rumah penganten pempuan di batu kikir. abg ipar yg kawen. jodoh pak cik lom sampai lagi ;))huhuhu

penatt seh. mana lagi ngan urusan kenduri kawen. ulang alik umah penganten pempuan lagi. dah la memula ikut jalan bukit putus. tambah kejadian tayar pancit. bawak kete pelan bangat ... 60 km sejam pun x sampai ...

last2 berhenti tepi air terjun ni. kete lagi satu pun ikut berhenti. budak2 ni pun berpiknik ...

nice view actually. saper yg ulang alik jln k. klawang, jelebu tahu lah kut ..

sorri mate!

2009-04-28T12:20:00.003+08:00

am very the very bizi lately. been few weeks like that. am tired. sweaty. plus the ultra hot the weather has been for the last few weeks.

on top of that i was having a headache yesterday. hungry like a wolf.

the final result .. i lost my head. almost everyone sexcept for my buah ati pengerang jantung got the wind of it. including mamat bangla manning the petronas petrol pump. "minyak laahhhhhhh" i scolded him after pumping but no fuel coming out for a few wasted minutes.

buah ati ku ...

2009-04-26T13:42:00.001+08:00

it's been more than a year. my sweetheart ... buah ati pengerang jantung :D

bisikan hati

2009-04-14T19:50:00.002+08:00

ada kasih ingin di berikan
ada rindu seakan tertumpah
ada sayang sedang bercambah
pada langit malam hati bertanya
pada siapa dan untuk siapa?

adoiyai ...

2009-04-10T10:10:00.003+08:00

someone was telling me, if really like somebody or love that particular person, when actually meet him/her in person, we should sexperience some kinda of goosebumps. or butterfly in the stomach.

is it really?

but i do have a butterfly in the stomach when it is the first time to meet someone. loosing appetite is one of it. which is why i think am too old for the game.

is it really?