Down.

i close my eyes
i covered my ears
i shut my heart
when everyone and everythings
all the times
seems to harm me
in one way or another
and even myself fail me.

the season of rains seems like forever
the storms keep thrashing and breaking
all the way this descending journey
of my life that going down
but all i have is myself
so i better hold on tight
to me.

- Lenggeng. October 31, 2005.