If ...

1. if you are giving a chance, only one chance, to make a wish and to request anything under the sky, which will be granted doesn't matter what it is, what will you wish for?

2. if you only have a 30 days to live, what will you do?

We always pray. always wish for something. or a lots of things. from Him the Almighty either subsconciously or conciously. most of the times we feel that our pray or wish never been answered by Him. we seldom or never get what we request for. little we know He already answered but we are too blind to see. too greedy to notice it.

ever notice that most of the things we got we have to pay for it? i guess the same apply for whatever we wish from Him. never or seldom we got sexactly what we want. till its looks like the destiny is playing with us. we win some we loose some. is it the way it work?

i looked up to the sky, wishing for the full moon to be there. yes ... it was there. but only for a while. before the dark thick cloud came and swept her away. and then came the lightning. followed by heavy rain, pouring down like forever. and i who was all wet finally have to move my butt home as i can't no longer stand the cold. shaky and shiver. i the little man can't fight this universe alone.

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"kelip-kelip di sangka api, kalau api mana puntung nya?
hilang ghaib disangka mati, kalau mati mana kubur nya?"