am not allrite .... II

for the past few days, i have been loosing my sleeps. worst ... i haven't got proper sleep for the last couple of days. to be sexact ... been 48 hours without sleeping ... i simply can't sleep.

i am ok. sexcept for fatigue. hands a bit shaky. not worry about physical tho. am worry about my emotions. hope no one and nothing will over try me. not before i cud get to sleep tonite. planning to swallow sleeping pill by 12 pm tonite. and to sexhaust my body prior to that with jog, car wash and a fast trip to n fro kl.

let cross finger i will not sexplode and saying anything stupid before that ...