Monday, January 28, 2008

Touch By The Devil.

finally, i have to gave up. i agreed to re-take the anti depression pill prescribe by the doctor. have been trying not to, but things are out of hand at present. loosing sleep even after taking the sleeping pill? that is too much aint it?
wat will you do if you're being betrayed time after time? for the past few days my heart is full with the will to avenge. i am mad beyond words. but deep inside something whisper to me "let it be ..". let it go .. let it past. keep your heart pure. it's not worth it.
to be honest, if i take my revenge, the damages that i could inflict are unimaginable. someone's father cud die in shock. or someone's mother too.
but i will not let this devil turn me into one. i will try to keep my sanity, for the time being. the fights for good and bad inside of me will go on. but i am pretty sure i will not do the horrible things just yet. but doesn't mean i will be nice. something must be done as well. but it is for the right reason off course. to keep the devil away.
rather than wasting my energy and resources on this one, i will flow it to right use and purpose. that will be more productive and rewarding.
life is ours to live as what we want. we will get what we work for. and i don't have to put someone in misery just because i was subjected. that someone will get it by her own doing.
i am on leave today. dropping by to office to sign few documents. and am off. have a 'fabulous monday everyone. the monday blues is only in your preception :D


Blogger A Z R A said...

whoaaa whoaaaa, down boy down!, sabar ye pakcik, why you wanna bring urself to the same level as her? you are worth much more than that!

11:21 PM  
Blogger MZ said...

not just yet azra. but hostility must be shown to ensure i meant business.

7:41 AM  
Blogger A Z R A said...

yes, u got a point there....isk....

12:32 AM  

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