Hati Yang Terluka. II.

i am choosing to be happy. from now on. as long as i can remember i have always put others interest before mine. it got to stop. it must stop.

things i am gonna do may presenting myself as a cold and mean person. can't help it. above of all i must do it with good intentions. others' opinion and view may not matters. but i will try my best to dodge and weather any criticsme. making the impact less severe. don't they say justice must not only be done but to be seen being done as well? especially few things that may result the whole world against me. but the whole world have not been kind to me lately. should i be bothered?

i have been reading a book '7 AHA!s of Highly Enlightened Souls. (How to Free Yourself From All Forms of Stress)' by Mike George, for a few months. having tough time to chew his words. supposed to do summary on it. as i was saying i'm having tough time understanding the book, the summary doesn't look impressive. :D thus i can't share it with u ols. later i guess. but the book does lining out few things that outrageously clear and good, things that we should understand, behold and do in order to live a happy life.

just finished downloading 12 supposedly best collection of Janis Joplin songs. i like the guitar sounds on her songs. reminiscing of those 60s and 70s hippies sounds. how nice to listen to hers' "take a piece of my heart" rendered by other singers including Mary J Blige. but her original live version much prefered, due to the guitar sounds off course. :D

just done copying the season 1 of 'scrubs' which the process slowed down my pc. will watch it later. laughter is best medicine? and i once said read the quran is in fact the best medicine. since i can't do it now i better settled for 'laughter' for now.

i am a man who mean every word i said. those having problem to trust and believe it, not really my problem. i live with few sexpectation and few rules. privacy and trust matter the most. lies ... i will not tolerate anymore. i have shown how to do it. i have walked through it. there is no reason lies to be told to your supposedly loved ones and friends.

live life to the fullest. get rich or die trying. as they say ...

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"Broken heart again, Another lesson learn, Better know your friends, Or else you will get burn, Gotta count on me, Cause I can guarantee, That I'll be fine .." Mary J Blige's 'No More Drama'.