Trilogy : First. No Particular Reason.

when you are in relationship, to end it, do you need to give a reason? do you need to find a reason? or a bunch of reasons? do you need to blame the other party and presented your case? need to give evidence for misconduct, treasons, betrayal, lies and etc etc?

for me honestly i don't think so. just enuff for me to ask within whether i am comfortable and happy? the surprising part is our heart always tell us the true answer only for us to put it aside with common logic and under emotional influence.

and that is sexactly what normally happens. we know it is heading nowhere. but still we wanna go on hoping everything will turn out ok someway somehow.

but usually it never does. not without miracle. not without luck.

in relationship there is no such miracle nor luck. if we believe so, then clearly we opt for despair and sorrow.

it is a work of two heart. if one heart straying away, there is nothing we could do sexcept for choosing to end the terminal relationship. as simple as that. but we always fool ourselves. and wellcome to the hell's gate! either you cry and mourn there or simply being sucked in and become the devil and do evil things later on.

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