aku ... digoda lagi ....

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how it all begun ... i am not sure. but today i was approached by a gay. and this is the most persistent. last time when i said i am not into it they just sexcused themself and gone. but not this guy.

and this guy, is a guy. not even a trans. and very macho and handsome he is. i wud say few times better than mawi @ asmawi ani.

for some reason i just speak to him nicely. didn't even asked him to go away. just a simple and nice words of saying no.

i wud say it was just my nature that i was and am and will never be inclined and aroused by the prospect of having close intimacy with the same gender. even when i was in all boys boarding school seeing other done it. even when i know a few trans. who some very much have the advantages over real girl/woman such as their body cut, skin, etc etc.

i don't know why and the reasons for it. but a conversation today probably give me one of the possible answer ... my obsession with woman's breast.


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