reflection ...

the other nite i watched the story of 'changing lane' on tv. the story about two individual who at the height of tensions and pressure and commotions, outraged and confused, inflicting each other with cruel acts tho somehow they actually didn't meant it.

after watching the movie i say thank you to myself for my approach in getting myself silence and do nothing when i was repeatedly treated badly by others. even at my top of anger and madness i managed to calm down and kill any of the bad intentions that lingered in my head. the plot to do to cruel act is so real and nasty. those people really don't know how i can damaged their life including their job, family and their parents.

but crime and injustice doesn't pay. while others are doing it i will try not to participate. the buck will stop at me. never in my heart i wanna hurt anybody. ever. even when they sadistically hurt me deep.

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'god created and put on earth, an angel for each one of us. but only those fortunate and lucky enough will find theirs. the rest ... they have unfortunately shove away their angel by their own acts. and not only they will suffer. so too their other half.'

even in death

i am missing you terribly

in this eternal sleep

i shall welcome you in my dreams

forever.