The Naked Truth ...

women loved to be lied! that's the statement i used to hear, a lot, hundreds time. over the years i learned it is a truth that i can't denied. however, i refused to embrace that fact. i decided i wouldn't participate in that cult.

but it wasn't an easy path. nor it is a breeze life. as most women whether they realize it or not are embracing that believe. the simple reason being they can't handle the truth. as naked truth normally unrealistic, shameful, ugly and painful.

so when i told a truth, i was called a liar. not that i mind very much but it do sometimes a pain in the butt. if i tell a truth and people can't handle it, is it my problem. no, it wasn't, i told myself. but it is a problem isn't it? i mean the situation doesn't improve. and this is perhaps we may call it a communication problem.

these days i choose not to tell anything. i prefer to remain mum and numb. when saying things will not change anything perhaps it is time to play mute. just smiling :)

i try not to complaint nor mumbling about it. coz i know it is not easy to handle the truth. maybe that is why most things happen around us are being kept away from us, naturally. whether we know it or not.

and sometimes i prefer not knowing also. as i also know some of the things if i come to know about it will inflict a deepest cut. off course i prefer to know. but let it come on its own course. i would not put an effort to search and finding the truth. soon or later it will emerge. just hopeful i would be ready for it when it comes.

and a last note ... i don't really bothered to be called a liar. what do you sexpect from a jantan kabaret? but whether it is a truth or a lies ... time will tell. truth is something that can't be denied. it last. it will prevail. that's a truth!

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"come lay with me and love me, surely i would stay ..." by Rainbow.