Friday, December 29, 2006

Selamat Hari Raya Qurban. Selamat Tahun Baru.

To all Moslems, Selamat Hari Raya Qurban. May we find the real meaning of qurban; ready to loose our priceless for what we believe and trust, our faith, tho we don't really know what lies ahead.

Then we are going to celebrate a new year. 2006 will bid farewell and come a new year of 2007. Hope we all gonna achieve what we expect for. As they say we will only get what we expect. So better we write down what we set to accomplish.

That will be the first before Awwal Muharram. Then Chinese new year.

To everyone, Happy New Year and all the best.


Tuesday, December 26, 2006

Self Soft Reminder.

"patience is self-suffering"

- words by Gandhi.
- pic by melancholy by licia at


1. if you like the girl... ASK HER OUT ALREADY!

2. when you hug her, put your arms around her waist and hold her close

3. when u walk next to her, get as close as you can to her

4. if shes the only one in your life, TELL HER!

5. always let her know how much you like her, love her, or think about her

6. give her presents and cards for no reason, SHE WILL RETURN THE FAVOR... ALWAYS

7. if she hangs up on you, call her right back

8. always offer to pay, if she says NO twice, then let her pay but make a deal that you get to pay next time (date offer too!)

9. kiss her lightly every chance you get

10. look in her eyes and kiss her on the lips, forehead, or nose

11. if she says she's cold, dont be an idiot and say "me 2" and stand there, or give her your jacket so she feels guilty that your freezing....just simply hold her in your arms

12. dont force her to do anything shes not comfortable with

13. invite her to dinner or somewhere where you can talk, instead of the movies

14. try not to ask her if she's mad at you EVERYTIME you speak to her

15. Always tell her you LOVE her only if you REALLY mean it

16. DON'T tell a girl you love her if you just want to get in her pants.... that's what sluts are for...don't break a good heart.

just copy the above from a fren list in a blog. but now since everiting is over, the basic rules of engagement if i go out on a date or on simpel outing with a girl ever; there will be no touching and no mushy kitty talk. doesnt matter if i will be called 'cold person', again! macam tak biasa.


Tuesday, December 19, 2006

when i was 15.

after SRP, we had plenty of time. to fill up the time and to avoid us from doing aniting stupid, most of our time will be spend with watching video as well as doing outdoor activities arranged by the school and teachers.

once an Indian teacher brought the video on 'Gandhi' the movie. there we spend hours watching it. kinda boring and interesting as well. but we did notice that our teacher wipe his tears using his handkerchief ...

below is one of the famous quotes by him (Gandhi himself and not the teacher).

"Love never claims, it ever gives. Love ever suffers, never resents never revenges itself. "

- pic. : why by salihguler @


Thursday, December 14, 2006

Ethereal Mist. III - Finale.

As the wolves howls to the night
The ruins glows in the dark
To the twilight land arrive
I sailed the darkened way
And another age has come
The birth of a new dawn
Alone in the forest of shadows
Without one path to go
I was left alone
At the path of my faith.

- Abandoned By Heaven. Graveworm : Scourge Of Malice Album (2001).
-Pic. : Det Som Engang Var by sylph @


"An angel stole my heart ...
...and Death took her away"


Wednesday, December 13, 2006

Ethereal Mist II

As darkness falls upon thy face
Whispers in the dark
Swallowing the moonlight sky
The guardians of the night
Draped in sinister pain
Captured in sin
On battlefields of ancient time
The ending life begins

- Portrait Of A Deadly Nightshade. Graveworm : As The Angels Reach The Beauty Album(1999)
- Pic : Misty Solitude by seafairy @

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

Ethereal Mist.

"When there is a war
you would see cloud of dust
when it finally settled
what's left?
other than distant echos
faded enchanted songs"
Just like the rain an October night
The sun has stopped shining light
Just like a withering flower
Slowly - fading away.
An eternal landscape of ashes and dust
Dead birds are falling from the sky
The place that you've named paradise
Emptiness what I can feel.
The rain that falls taste like blood
The arrive of the black northern sky
And the angel rape my soul
Forgotten in demonic dreams.

- Demonic Dreams. Graveworm. When Daylight's Gone Album. 1997.

- pic : The_Forgotten_by_bowlingforrainbows @


Sunday, December 10, 2006

Last Prayer.

Dear Lord,
I have tried all my life
To keep my soul
And My Heart
But if i would have to fail you
At the end
Just take my wings away
And let me be the Devil
Casting the evil
a mankind never seen ever.