a glimpse ..

pak cik sudah lkembali bekerja. saje malas ambil cuti. walaupun badan masih penat and letih.

ari khamis malam pak cik bertolak kembali ke melaka. susur keluar ke Nilai dari lebuhraya PLUS sudah pun sesak melimpah hingga ke lebuhraya elite. pak cik menyelinap ikut laluan kecemasan. singgah sebentar d kampung menjenguk mak saudara yg nazak. beliau sudah pun di lepas pulang oleh pihak hospital hari rabu sebelum nya. kesemua organ dalaman sudah gagal ..

jam sepuluh lebih pak cik meneruskan perjalanan ke Melaka. laluan dari mantin ke seremban pula sesak. gara2 lebuhraya LEKAS lah ni. hampir dua jam baru pak cik tiba ke senawang. laluan pun kembali pulih. pukul 2 pagi lebih baru pak cik selamat sampai di rumah ayah dan bonda. tahun ini kami baraya d kampung d melaka.

pukul dua lebih ke esokkan nya baru bertolak kembali ke negeri sembilan. masih menggunakan jalan lama. alhamdulillah. laluan tidak sesak. cuma kadang kala terjumpa pengguna jalan raya yang tidak bertimbang rasa. termasuk lak sebuah kereta lama yang tiada langsung lampu brek!

malam nya di adakan majlis baca yaasin d rumah mak saudara.

ke esokan ptg nya bertolak pulang pulang ke rumah. setelah asar mahu bertolak pula ke kuala selangor untuk majlis perkahwinan anak saudara merangkap bekas baby sitter. mujur hari hujan. tiba-tiba dapat panggilan mak saudara sudah pulang ke rahmatullah. terpaksa bergegas pulang ke kampung d n9.

jenazah d mandikan lepas maghrib. di sembahyangkan dan terus di bawa ke kubur untuk di semadikan. pertama kali pak cik ikut naik van mayat. pertama kali ke kubur untuk pengebumian di malam hari. pertama kali juga pak cik turut sama mencangkul mengambus lubang kubur.

eosk pagi nya bertolak ke kuala selangor. laluan lancar cuma hujan di sana sini. kenduri kahwen ni biasalah pak cik jadi penanggah dan tukang cuci periuk dan kawah. malam nya bertolak pulang ke rumah. anak saudara tumpang untuk ke klang sentral.

ntah berapa ratus atau ribu kilometer pak cik dah memandu dalam tempoh tiga atau empat hari ini.

wishful thinking ...

what a feeling. a festive, a korban, a wedding and a funeral maybe? that what are in store for the next few days. for a hundreds of kilometres.

inspite of all, hope everything turn out ok and allright. and selamat ari raya aidil adha to all readers. selamat berkorban. most of all .. take care and be safe!

senyum azimat

tanpa diduga

muncul seraut wajah

dengan lirikan senyuman

seindah purnama

menyeri malam.

walau sebentar

mimpi ini ku dakap erat

buat azimat

menempuh seribu satu hari

yang mendatang.

pic. : green angel by ortan @ deviantart.com

andai kata.

andai ajal bakal bertandang
akan aku mohon sekelumit masa
sekadar cukup untuk lena
mudah-mudahan mimpi menjelma
dapatlah menatap wajah mu
dan mengucap salam terakhir.

tenanglah hati ini
sepanjang perjalanan merentas ke dunia satu lagi
berbekalkan senyum manis mu
yang tak pernah ku miliki.

yang sebenar nya ...

pak cik nak tambah skit pasal 'realiti tv'. hasil baca blog si yonna kiut.

yang sebenar nya .. the reality is ... rancangan 'reality tv' nih not really reality nya. not really spontaneous. most is acted. they know the camera is right under their nose. definitely they will put an act. an honest day to day conversations, dressing, acts and behavious are long gone. and the worst thing some are re-enactment or re-producing to add elements or dramatic in order to sell the show and spike the rating. be it in US or even in Malaysia.

the finest example of original day to day honest acts and behaviours actually can be seen on the secret closed circuit tc or even hidden camera where maid wallops their employers' offsprings as well as locally famous artist who 'korek montot' while walking around in he house in two piece.

thats what i called reality show.

but nevermind. am still watching some of the program that i consider sin-less or less provocative like the amazing race and big loser. until i noted the big loser contestant even deliberately add their weights rather than losing it in the wicked plan to ousted contestant from different group. and it make me sick.

sudah la gemuk hodoh. perangai pun hodoh juga?

too many wasted sunset ..

it was joyful
dip into the pool
dip into the sea
strolling by the beach
quick dining by the beach
and the japanese sun appearance
till next time.

just do it

i was back home early yesterday. much2 earlier than usual. my wife is upstairs together with most of my kids.
i felt like hungry. normally when i'm home my wife already done with the cooking. just waiting to serve me with dinner. yup .. we normally have early dinner.
without wasting much time and much further thinking i got myself busy in the kitchen. maggi chintan goreng would be nice and quick i thot.
few minutes later .. wholla .. a nice maggi goreng. complete with egg, chicken and vege.
another delicious menu. and the kids pressure their mom to cook with the same dish next time. tough luck. i don't share my recipe :)) muahahaha